must get on top
on top of expenses to afford the one thing I truly want
i must simply be cautious
and not throw that caution to the wind

sometimes lonliness devours me
yet i know you are all there
and i know we all think the same
and i know sometimes we're all scared

i try to take my mind to a place
a place that may never really exist
but sometimes it does not work
and a wave of panic takes over

i know that i am strong
and I know i should not fear
because ultimately i'm very safe
as opposed to having no-one near
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