CRASHED

I’m only seventeen
And I’ve seen almost, it all
I’ve heard I love you
And, regret returning the favor
Cause it all came to sex
And that was my jailer
Trapped for the worst,
Needed for the hour
God I wish I could go back
Because it just all went sour…

*Here I go again
Time’s passing me by
From infant to child to what I am now
I take a look back and make sure everything’s clear
But there’s too much shit in the way
It’s getting harder to steer
I’m suffocating, they are all closing in
There’s no way out and no way to win’
I’ll give it a shove and see where I end up
The story of my life,
Like its been hit by a truck*

From there I went on to drugs and alcohol
And it wasted me away to nothing at all
A cracked out life
Is what I lived then
Giving it all for one more pill
Just another thing to swallow
To make me go insane and leave me all hollow
And when everyone I loved had all gone away
I had no self-esteem and no one else stayed

*So Here I go again
That time’s passing me by
From infant to child to what I am now
I take a look back and make sure everything’s clear
But there’s too much shit in the way
It’s getting harder to steer
I’m suffocating, they are all closing in
There’s no way out and just no way to win’*

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