LONE
JUSTICE
WHEN SIOBHAN FAHEY QUIT BANANARAMA, MARRIED EURYTHMIC DAVE
STEWART AND HAD A BABY, MANY THOUGHT THAT WAS THE LAST WE'D
SEE OF HER. BUT HERE SHE IS WITH A NEW BAND, SINGLE AND ALBUM,
TALKING TO CAROLINE SULLIVAN ABOUT NEW FOUND CONFIDENCE AND
OVERCOMING THE PRESSURES OF SUCCESS. FOR SOME, THERE WILL BE
NO FORGIVING Siobhan Fahey.
The schism that developed in Bananarama following her marriage
and subsequent departure from the group has never been fully
healed. Bananarama are now as integral a part of pop's living
history as Jonathan King's leer of Billy Idol's sneer. They're
cosummate practioners of the art of being artless. But their
allure relied, in the main, on the sense of boozy solidarity
exuded by Shuv, Keren and Sarah and the magic of their togetherness
began to erode the day Siobhan married Dave Stewart. When she
walked out of the band six months later, for some, that was
it. Jacqui just isn't the same, is she?
"Whenever
I speak to someone it's always, 'Why did you leave?' because
they're very fond of the group. I'm still that person, I've
still got the same sort of attitude I had in Bananarama."
Siobhan
could have retired into motherhood (her son was born just before
she quit the 'Rams) and the privilidged lifestyle afforded by
her immensely wealthy husband. We might have never seen her
agin, save for the ubiquitous airport-arrival shots on page
five of The Sun. It must have been a temptation for her. Certainly,
we didn't expect this.
This voice,
this new album, this... Shakespear's (sic) Sister is Siobhan's
new musical identity. It's a name expressly selected to irritate
all the right people ("And for the irony of me coming from Bananarama
and associating myself with the greatest writer in English literature").
The music, too, will irritate the same stuffy sensibilities
outraged by Siobhan's audacity in co-opting a Morrisey song
title. Vituperation, sarcasm, sheer spleen-venting... the song
drips with it, with the sense of finally breaking free, avenging
herself.
"You're
History, no use to me, my enemy," goes the sweetly poisonous
single, "You're History". Siobhan has discovered a singing voice
to match: low, contemplative, closer to Tanita Tikaram than
to Sarah and Keren. You'll think it's sexy when you hear it.
"I don't really like explaining my lyrics, it sounds so popous
and naff. Let people derive their own meaning. I must say, though,
that on my first single "Break My Heart" (released late last
year), I think the deep sarcasm was lost on most people. 'You
really break my heard'.
They didn't
get it ar all." On the album, "Sacred Heart", Siobhan is complemented
- perhaps overshadowed - by vocalist Marcella Detroit. Detroit's
contribution was soundly reviled by MM's Bob Stanley in a live
review last week; her sqeaky soul vamping is an acquired taste.
At any rate, she, Siobhan and a hitherto unknown lyricist, Richard
Feldman, are the nucleus of Shakespear's Sister.
"Richard
lived across the street from me in Los Angeles when I was preggaers.
I wasn't doing anything except the odd video. He was a songwriter
and he says, 'Do you fancy writing with me?' I was delighted
because I had a total lack of confidence as a result of working
as one of three for so long and being related to as a third
of a whole. When somebody got into what my ideas were and really
liked writing with me, I was very shy about expressing myself
at first. The idea of working with people who were very accomplished
musically had always intimidated me in the past, which is why
I hid in Bananarama. Working with Richard and Marcella, having
them respect my ideas and let me take the lead, was... an awakening
experience."
YOU'D like
Siobhan. No matter how much you may despise Bananarama, you'd
like Siobhan a lot. Tiny, fragile ("it comes from having a nervous
constitution," she laughs tentatively), extraordianarily lucid,
she has an un-popstarish knack of appearing more interested
in you than you are in her. Consequently, you want to be on
her side. When did it start to go wrong in the 'Nans? "About
half way through. You knew what the records were going to be
like before you'd even written them. It (the music) was locked
into a format. I was really frustrated because I knew then that
I'd never be able to make the kind of music I'd always wanted
to. In Bananarama we started out rough, ready and raw. It very
quickly changed and moved away from that before we knew what
was happening. We became part of the sausage factory. I started
to ask myself why I was doing it. I don't want to say anything
detrimental about the band because the girls really enjoy it,
but it was never what I set out to do. "I was very lonely in
the band. Bananarama were completely insular, and you couldn't
make friends outside the band because you were never in one
place long enough to get a sense of your own identity. I think
the three of us really clung to each other because we were very
insecure."
Is that
why you drank a lot? "It was probably. I'm still fond of a drink
and enjoy the feeling of release that one too many gives you,
but I don't need that, where I did before because I had a lot
of unresolved tensions. I get much more cheerful when I'm drunk
now. I used to get really violent. If you drink for release,
the release it gives you is so extreme, and the anger and rage
came out. That's the problem with this country - we're so repressed,
and the only release we're offered is alcohol. The brain is
not encouraged to develop. There's this snobbery against being
inteligent."
There was
this News Of The World interview... "Oh, the classic one that
was printed the day after I was married?" No. That one was a
stunner, even by Fleet Street standards, an "expose", whose
gratutious nastiness repelled even hardened Sun-jurno types.
The one I mean was the "sympathetic" account of your emotional
deterioration prior to meeting Dave Stewart. "Oh, that one.
It's completely true. I was really f***ed up. Desperately f***ed
up when I met Dave. I think it's really hard for a girl to be
a girl now, particularly in modern times. I know a lot of girls
who've been destroyed by London and what it does to you. I found
it very hard being on my own, very lonely. I couldn't be alone
for an hour. "Since we've been together, I've become a much
calmer, more confident person because I have someone to share
my live with who's my best friend, and that frees you to be
whoever you are."
What's it
like going from being merely comfortably moneyed to extremely
rich? "The good part is that I don't have to worry about bills
or the practical side of life, but I never did. I was always
hopeless. I always lived off takeaways. I don't wollow in wealth.
I don't go out shopping and do the 'Hollywood Wives' syndrome."
Indeed, she's barefoot, ponytailed, grubbily jeaned, and she
only eats half her room service cheese-on-toast before pushing
it aside. Pretentious, elle? No. You've also moved from one
leve of fame to quite another. What's your new circle of household-name
friends like? "I am very much on appendage in Dave's rock circle.
I don't take much notice of my status in other people's eyes.
I don't care whether they see me as Siobhan, ex-Bananarama,
or Mrs Dave Stewart or Shakespear's Sister. But at first it
was intimidating meeting certain people. I am very shy, and
if I meet a personal hero I'm even more so. I have a met a few
now. No, I can't say who, it's too cringeful. I just kind of
hit. I happened to be walking out of the room as they were walking
in.
"The great
thing about being married to Dave is that he attracts people
who are very strong and centred and locked into who they are
and that helps you to be the same." Will these changes in you
be lasting ones? "I'm a different person now. I'm very excited
about my live. I enjoy everything I do." So how do you define
yourself now? Siobhan is... "Siobhan is... I'm me. At last I'm
myself. I broke free of the slavery of the industry and it's
impositions. It's taken me a long time, but at last I'm myself.
Last Updated: 23rd October, 2001