Online Dream Journal

January 23, 2000 (Sunday)

I had a dream last night that I was living in this big building in a big city and in the next building, on the same level was george from RAR! The buildings were so close that I could reach out and shake his hand if he reached out of his window. He was playing his guitar and it was around 3am. Then he said that I should go over there to listen to him play and I told him that I could here it from there. Then he said that he wanted to be closer to me so I said ok. For some reason, I got sidetracked and it was 7am when I remembered that I was going over to his place. Feeling bad for not calling, I went to a different dream where I was walking around the city with my friends looking for some cool place to go. I walked into a club and found my friend standing there with a bottle of speriment schnapps. As I walked up, she passed out and I noticed that the bottle was empty! I said oh no, not again and tried to carry her out but I wasn't strong enough.


January 19-22, 2000 (Wednesday-Saturday)

I've dreamed that someone was kissing my neck...and then I felt it for real when I was waking up. For some reason I can't recall anything else right now...


January 13-18, 2000 (Thursday-Tuesday)

Ahhh...dreams....5 days of dreaming and I've got a few things to show for it. One night, I had a weird fish dream. I dreamed that I had to clean the fish tank but my mom ended up changing the water...well, she put too much water in the tank and then decide to move it while it was filled! So I took over and discovered that there was a cat in my fish tank! so I magically got the cat out by reaching in the tank through the glass and pulling the cat out WITHOUT spilling any of the water! Yes, I know...quite impressive. Then underneath the fish tank was a secret passage way! The passage way lead to any one of our relative's house provided they had a secret passage way too! No matter where they lived, if they had this doorway, they could be here instantly!! It was cool.


Then I dreamed that my grandma was alive and well...she was walking out of the bathroom!! She even looked younger but she could walk!! During my grandma's last few years, she wasn't able to walk. It's cool to have these dreams because it's never scary or morbid. Every time I dream about my grandmother, it's of her being well and happy and alive! I think it's her way of telling me that she's ok =)


Then I was dreaming about getting a prescription for some high energy vitamins...hahahhaha. I went to the doctors and he wrote the prescription on the palm of my hand. Then I went to fill it without getting the ink smeared. Giant was too crowded so I went to Metro...hahahhahha. Yeah, I've been kinda sluggish lately.


Last night I had a dream that my DJ friend, Matt Davis was sending me telepathic messages...hahhahahha. It was funny. He would totally concentrate on trying to get me to call him because in my dream, he wanted to talk to me but couldn't use the phone for personal use. Like they have logs of all outgoing calls and each one cost 25 cents per minute. It was a weird and funny dream. So he would be in the studio focusing on these telepathic thoughts to get me to call him. Then he was thinking about emailing me but decided not too...shy or something. I dunno. I tried to call him for real tonight but the phone is off or he's just really busy cuz I kept getting a busy signal. No biggie.


I don't remember any other dream right now...it comes and goes.


January 12, 2000 (Wednesday)

What I've discovered is that waking up alarm clock chases any memory of my dreams away!! Two days now I've been waking up by alarm clock and it startles me...then I can't recall any dreams.


January 11, 2000 (Tuesday)

can't remember....


January 10, 2000 (Monday)

I had dreams about my fish!! I dreamed that everyone was eyeing my fish in the fishtank and said that my fourth fish is dying. It would float and then try to survive by swimming alittle bit but then it would float again. Then I got all confused because I only have three fish in my fishtank...for real! I couldn't understand why they were saying my 4th fish was dying when I only have three!!! I think it was my subconcious telling me that I really need to clean my fishtank. I've been neglecting them and I know it...it just takes a long time to get it right. I want to make it all well again. That's all I could remember.


January 9, 2000 (Sunday)

I dreamed that George was coming into a club and barely saying hello and hug. He keep talking about how he couldn't stay because he was too poor to buy christmas gifts. Later when I spoke with him privately, he said that he wished that I would've invited him to stay. Then I saw Matt (which is weird because I called him today and didn't even think about the dream of him I had), long hair and all. It seems that I was living with him. I walked with him outside where he was stripping down to wash his hair and shower...all outdoors! I was standing there with my back to him but I couldn't help but peek. When I did I saw that he was very........well endowed. I turned around and was like...oh my! Then we heard the neighbors coming out of their house so he wrapped up and we walked in the house. My family were there and my nieces ran up to me while I was holding his towels. I walked them into the kitchen for some shaved ice and that was the end of my dreams.


January 8, 2000 (Saturday)

I can't remember shit...I was woken up by a phone call today so whatever dreams I did have, dissolved into thin air as soon as the phone rang.


January 7, 2000 (Friday)

I had dreamed of two things...wait..I remember now. I was having a tough time remember what I dreamed about but now it's coming back. I dreamed that I was someplace where there was a natural habitat for wildlife to live and I was riding my bicycle to this building. When I got there, it was getting dark and the two guys inside were moving out of the place. They had about 40 boxes all packed up...almost as if they were moving an office. I asked if they needed me to help them and the one dude said, "no, it's ok, we got it." I felt like I had worked there too and we were moving on. I also felt like this guy was attracted to me but wouldn't say because he was shy. So I went to leave and he offered to drive me home because it was getting dark. Then all the sudden, I looked up and saw the full moon. I pointed up and said, "look...look at the lunar eclipse!" Then he looked up and we saw the moon slowly glowing orange and I was just so amazed! He put his arm around me and then we saw an american flag projected over the moon and it was waving in the wind so it made the orange color of the moon move in a wave pattern. It was very cool but I don't remember anything else.


I was checking my books and we have a lunar eclipse on July 16. I was thinking the flag was like Independence Day so I checked to see if there was a lunar eclipse around the 4th. Well, see what happens around that time!


January 6, 2000 (Thursday)

it's fuzzy here too...i didn't write it down when i got up and now i don't remember anything. I know i've been having a lot of dreams of fighting...probably because of the stuff with jenn.


January 5, 2000 (Wednesday)

it's fuzzy...don't recall it.


January 4, 2000 (Tuesday)

I feel like I'm writing in a delayed mode...being that I sleep during the day and awake at night, today's (tuesday) dreams happened wednesday from 9am to sometime in the afternoon. Anyhow, it doesn't matter. I actually wrote down my dreams on a piece of paper when I woke up so I know it all...well...what I could recall. I dreamed that I was visiting my old friend Surena at her home and discussing her wedding plans. [Surena and I were like best friends around the 9th grade and spent everyday together...one day we got into a fight and seeing that we were both geminis, we held a grudge for a long time. Often I've thought about her throughout my life. Years after the fight, we were friendly again but not as close....I think we were actually talking again because either of us could remember why we were mad at each other. Sometimes I wish we didn't lose all that time together but as we all get older, people go different ways in life. By the time you realized all that had happened was kind of silly, it's almost too late because time keeps on going no matter where your thoughts and feelings are. Every year I usually send her a birthday card seeing that she was 3 days older than me and wouldn't let me forget it when we were young...yeah yeah, respect and listen to your elders!! And she usually sends me a christmas card. I kind of tailed off on the card sending because she moved but each year she still sends me a christmas card. I heard from a friend of mine who ran into Surena's mom at the bank that Surena had been trying to contact me because she's getting married in September. I'm so happy for her and that she waited to wed. I think that getting married at an early age in life is often a mistake. Why else would the divorce rate be at over 60%? Plus people don't take marriage seriously anymore. I wish her the best] So I dreamed that I was talking to her about her wedding and there was some little kid playing a gameboy in her house. It was like one of her cousins or something and the kid was humming a NIN song. The only reason I saw and heard him is because in my dream, I was humming the same tune. I was humming it because I had heard it on the radio that morning on my way over to her house and that's what I told the kid. [It's a NIN song from their newest album which by the way ROCKS!]


Then my dream changed and I was out shopping....at a place I've never been before. There was a shopping center and my dumbass ex-boyfriend was there but I didn't have any bad feelings toward him. He pointed out where he is living now and we went there. It was behind the shopping center. He lived in this hole in the wall place where he just rented a room. We were talking about trivial stuff and how things were going with our separate lives. He was saying that the mother of his kid is pregnant again but he has to go and take a paternity test to make sure he's the father. Apparently, she's been sleeping around. Meanwhile, instead of feeling sympathetic toward his less than fair life as I had so often did in the past, I was just really bored with it all. I started playing with my cell phone that had internet connection. I was checking my stock portfolio and then I was playing with my walkmen with that awesome virtual motion sound system in the headphones that would vibrate to the bass in the song so you feel like you're there at a concert. [I actually have that walkmen but not the cellphone...not yet so maybe this is in the future]. Then I went to leave seeing that I was doing so well in life and he was just getting by. I think the whole reason I went to his place was to get some of the money he's owed me for years. On my way out, some dude stopped me and said that my walkmen was cool....so I let him try it out.


Then my dream changed again....but that part is kind of fuzzy. All I recall is me saying that I had buns of steel. Everytime someone would start talking, I'd tell them how I had 'something' of steel...hahhahahha. [I really don't...the only part of me that is remotely steel-like is my head =P]


January 3, 2000 (Monday)

I had such a good night...day sleep. I had all these dreams but can't really remember all that much. Family and friends were in my dream. Day time and night time. A gathering...perhaps a vacation. All I recall is running around. Ok, tomorrow I'm going to keep a notepad and pen near my bed so I can write down some stuff as soon as I wake up!


January 2, 2000 (Sunday)

I dreamed that my entire family was in this big old house but we were all trapped there by some evil criminal. It seemed more like a soap opera than anything else. I can't remember anything else. I think I need to jot it down when I wake up rather than wait all day long to write it here.


January 1, 2000 (Saturday)

All I remember is a blur about a war. It was so fuzzy. Then I saw a sworm of lady bugs flying by me and then I heard the lady bug in my room which woke me up. Strange.


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