~~~~~
Written by: Anna aka
Scott-lover
Copyright 1999
Disclaimer: I don't know 5ive and all the other blabla.
oh and the song at the end is from T-Spoon.
~~~~~
Summer love
Chapter 1
Are you sure you
have everything you need?" Anna's mom asked. "Yes! That's the 21st time
you ask!" Anna replied. They heard a car stopping. "That's Kim. I gotta
go. Bye! See you in two weeks!" Anna said. "Bye and be carful!" her mom
said. Anna got in the car. "Hi Kim, hi Dennis! Are you ready Kim?" "Yeah!"
"Girls, could you please be quiet and tell me where Naomi lives?" Dennis
asked. "How can we tell you if we're quiet?" Kim replied. "Just tell me
where to go!" Dennis said. "Alright, you turn left here and then you take
the first street on the right." Anna replied. "Thanks Anna." Dennis said
with a smile. "HI!" Naomi said and she got in the car. "Hey Dennis, I've
got some better music then what you're playing now!" "What's wrong with
the Beatles?" Dennis asked. "Nothing, I just like the Vengaboys better!"
Naomi replied. Naomi, Kim and Anna were going to Spain together for two
weeks and Kim's brother Dennis was driving them to the airport. When they
arrived at the airport it was very late. "Come on girls hurry up! And be
careful!" Dennis said as the girls were walking to the plane. "Bye!" They
all said. 15 minutes later the plane left. "Now we're really free, two
whole weeks in Spain without our parents!" Kim said.
When thay arrived
in Spain there were a lot of screaming girls at the airport. Anna, Kim
and Naomi went to the girls to see why they were screaming. "5ive is coming
to Spain today!" one of the girls told them. "5ive! Maybe we can go to
their concert!" Kim said. "And how are we gonna get tickets?" Anna replied.
"Hey girls, I heard you talking about the 5ive concert. I've got tickets,
but I can't go. You wanna buy them?" one of the girls that were waiting
for 5ive said. "Yeah! Ho many tickets have you got?" Kim replied. "Two."
the girls said. "We need three tickets. Sorry, but we can't...." Anna began,
but the girls wasn't litening anyomore. They saw 5ive coming out of a plane.
"SCOTT!!!!" everyone yelled. "RICH!!!" Naomi yelled. "ABS!!!" Kim yelled.
"My ears!" Anna yelled. "Come on, let's go to our hotel, the bus won't
wait!" Anna said and walked outside. "We need bus number 5ive, do you see
that one?" "There it is. Come on, run!" Kim replied. They got in the bus
just on time. "We gotta find a way to get to the 5ive concert." Naomi said.
~~~~In the hotel~~~~
The
next day Naomi, Anna and Kim were swimming in the hotel's swimming pool.
"Oh my god, there are Scott, Abs and Ritchie!" Kim said. "They're looking!"
Naomi said. "Oh please, they're just normal guys!" Anna said. "But they
are very hot guys!" Kim replied. "Come on, let's go talk to them!" Anna
said. "No way! I'm too scared to talk to them." Kim replied.
~~~That
night.~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~`~~~
~~~~~~~~~~
After they had breakfast
they decided to go to the beach. "Oh no, I gotta go back to my own room
to get my stuff." Casie said. "We still have a bed free, if you want you
can stay in our room. We'll go with you if you go get everything."Anna
replied. "Thanks" Casie said and they went to her room. "Casie knocked
on the door and a very ugly girl with red hair opened the door. Kim and
Naomi started to laugh. "Shut up guys!" Anna whispered. "Oh hi Casie. Here."
the girl said. She gave Casie her bags and closed the door again.
"Sean is really the
cutest!" Casie said when the other girls came back from the beach. "No
way, Ritchie is the cutest!" Naomi replied. "No Abs is!" Kim said. "Hey!"
Anna said.
"Hey Scott!" Sean,
Abs, J and Ritchie yelled when they came in. "Oh. Hi guys." Scott replied.
"What's wrong Scott?" Ritchie asked. "Let me guess: Anna" "Yeah. When we
arrived back here I wanted to ask her out, but before I could say anything
she said that she was gonna take a shower." Scott said. "Couldn't you just
wait in her room?" J asked. "No. I give up, she doesn't like me at all,
I don't have any chance with here."
CHAPTER 5
*****A few days later.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~One week later~~~
Scott took her hand
and they walked to the beach together. "Anna I....." Scott began but didn't
finish. "You what?" Anna asked. looking into his eyes. "I don't know how
to tell you this but.....I have a girlfriend at home." Scott said.
15 minutes later
Kim came in, her eyes all red. Anna sat up and looked at Kim. "What's wrong."
she asked. "I.....Abs..."Kim said.
~~The next morning
at 4 am~~
Baby
"They're right."
she thought "summer love wil break your heart and soul."
~~The End~~
The girls were unpacking
their bags when they heard screaming outside. "What's going on here?" Anna
replied. She and Kim walked to the balcony. "AAAAAAAAAAH!" Kim screamed.
"That's 5ive!" Naomi also came looking what was wrong. "Oh my god, they're
staying in our hotel!" Naomi said. "I wanna meet them, come on let's go."
"No, I wanna unpack ev'rything first. And you won't gt a chance to talk
to them with all those crazy fans anyway." Anna replied. "alright, but
i won't leave before I've met them!" Kim said. "YOu've still got two weeks,
you'll meet them!" Anna replied.
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Chapter
2
"Yeah,
me too." Naomi said. "Alright, then I'll go alone!" Anna said and walked
towards the guys. "Hi! I'm Anna, and those girls over there are my friends
Naomi and Kim. Are you Scott, Abs and Ritchie from 5ive?" Anna said. "Um
yeah, that's us." Scott replied. "Can I have your autograph please?" "Sure!"
Ritchie said and they all signed the 3 pictures Anna had brought. "Thanks!
I gotta go now, my friends are waiting. Bye." Anna said and she walked
back to Naomi and Kim. "Hey, wait!" Scott yelled. Anna turned around and
asked: "Yeah?" "Tonight there's a disco-night here, do you wanna come with
us?" Scott asked. Anna wanted to say no, but she knew her friends would
kill her if she let that change go. "Um yeah, what time?" "8. What's your
room number?" "167. We'll see you tonight!" Anna said and went back to
Naomi and Kim, who were waiting and almost going crazy. "What did they
say?" Kim yelled. "Here are some signed pics and they are picking us up
at 8 tonight." Anna replied. Kim and Naomi's mouths fell open. "Come on,
let's go to our room and then go shopping, I've got nothing to wear!" Anna
said. They all went back to their room. "Um guys, how are we gonna get
to the mall? We don't have a car," Naomi said. "and even if we had one,
none of us can drive." At that moment Scott knocked on the door. When Kim
opened the door she almost fainted. "Hey! You're ..Kim or Naomi?" he said.
"I'm kim." she replied. "Hi Kim. We were going to the beach and we were
wondering if you would like to come with us." Scott said. "W w w w we c
c c can.." Kim tried to say. Anna also came to the door. "Hi Scott!" she
said. "We can't go to the beach, we were going shopping for tonight. Maybe
you can drive us to the mall?" "Yeah ofcourse we can!" Scott replied. They
all walked downstairs to the car were Abs, Sean, J and Ritchie were waiting.
"Hey guys!" Anna said. "I'm Anna and these are my friends Naomi and Kim."
"Hi." they all replied. Ritchie, Abs and Scott got in the back of the car.
J was driving and Sean was sittin next to J. Um, how do we get in?" Anna
asked. "You can sit with us." Scott replied. They all moved a little bit,
so that Anna could sit between Scott and Ritchie. "And what about them?"
Anna asked. "Dont' worry, we can get in!" Naomi replied. She got in the
car and sat on Ritchie's lap. Kim also got in and sat on Abs' lap. J drove
to the mall and let the girls out. "What time should we pick you up again?"
he asked. "Um, at 5, then we'll have time enough." Anna replied. The girls
left and the guys drove to the beach. "Seems like Kim likes you!" Ritchie
said to Abs. Abs got red in his face. "And what about Naomi, seems like
she likes you!" Abs replied. "She doesn't!" Ritchie said. "Yes she does.
I don't see the problem: you like them, they like you. WHat's wrong about
that? You should be happy they like you!" Scott said. "What's wrong with
you?" Sean asked. "Can't you see? He likes Anna but she's not interested
in him!" Ritchie replied before Scott could say anything. "The rest of
the day Scott didn't say a word.
"Come
on Kim! Hurry up, the guys can be here any minute!" Anna said to Kim, who
was still busy in the bathroom. "I'm almost ready!" Kim replied. At the
moment that Kim came out of the bathroom there was a knock on the door.
Kim opened the door. "Hi guys!" she said smiling. "Hi!" they all replied.
"Are you ready?" Ritchie asked. "Yeah. NAOMI! ANNA!" Kim yelled. "Yes we're
here, you don't have to yell!" Anna said. "Hi guys" she smiled to Abs,
Scott and Ritchie. "Where are Sean and J?" "They aren't coming tonight.
Sean just got a call from his girlfriend, she dumped him. J is staying
with him trying to comfort him." Ritchie replied. They all went outside,
where the music was playing very loud. "Come on, let's dance!" Ritchie
said to Naomi, and they dissapeard between all the dancing people. "So,
wanna dance?" Abs asked Kim and they left Anna and Scott alone. "Want something
to drink?" Scott asked. "Yeah sure." Anna replied and Scott got them something
to drink. "Wanna dance?" Scott asked after ten minutes. "SUre, why not."
Anna replied and tried to dance, but they could hardly move because there
were so many people.
Suddenly
the music stopped and it started to rain. All the lights went out and it
went dark. "What's going on?" Kim yelled. People started to scream. "Alright
evryone, calm down!" someone yelled. "It's just because of the lightning,
the power went down (or something, don't know
what it is in English) Ev'ryone can get a
flashlight here. Just go back to your rooms!" "Where are Kim and Naomi?"
Anna asked Scott. "I don't know, but we'll find them." Scott replied. Come
on, I'll take you to your room." "Hey guys, wait up!" they heard and Naomi,
Kim, Ritchie and Abs run towards Anna and Scott. "Hi guys, we were just
looking for you." Anna said. "Lets go to our room. "When they arrived at
the girls' room the flashlight started to flash. Anna opened the door and
it went out. "Great, the battery is empty. I guess we gotta stay here then."
Abs said. "Ofcourse you can stay here." Kim and Naomi replied. "Yeah sure."
Anna muttered. At that moment they heard a loud thunderclap. "Please stay
here guys!" Anna said. Kim and Abs sat down on the couch. "Goodnight guys!"
ABs said and he fell asleep. Naomi sat down on her bed and Ritchie
sat down next to her. "Goodnight guys!" they both said and closed their
eyes. ANna sat down on her bed. Scott sat down next to her and put
his arm around her. "Goodnight Anna." Scott said and he gave her a kiss
on her cheeck. "Goodnight Scott." Anna got up to get something to drink
and waited in the bathroom til she heard Scott snore. Then she went back
and laid down on Kim's bed.
Anna
woke up because she heard someone crying. She looked up, but evryone was
still asleep. She got up and opened the door. She saw a girl from about
15 years sitting in front of the door af the room next to her. The girls
had tears coming form her eyes. When she saw Anna she quickly whiped them
away. "Hey, what's wrong?" Anna asked. "Nothing." the girl replied. "Then
why are you sitting here on your own crying?" "I had a fight with my two
friends. They told me they never wanted to see me again and throw me out
of the room." "Some nice friends you've got. But for tonight you can stay
in our room. What's your name?" "Thanks! My name's Casie." "Well I'm Anna.
These are my friends Kim, Naomi, Ritchie, Abs and Scott." she wispered,
trying not to wake the others. But Scott woke up. "Hey Anna, what's wrong?
And who's that girl?" "I'll tell you tomorrow, goodnight Scott." Anna said.
"You can have that bed over there." she told Casie, and she lay down on
her bed next to Scott. Within wo minutes Scott was sleeping again. After
listing to Ritchie's snoring for half an hour, Anna finally fell asleep.
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Chapter 3
Anna woke up with
Scott arm around her. She got up and took a shower. When she came back
everyone except Ritchie was awake and sitting on Kim's bed listening to
Casie. "Hi guys!" Anna said. "Hi!" everyone replied. "How are you Casie?"
Anna asked. "I'm fine. Can I take a shower please?" "Sure." Scott said,
and Casie went to the bathroom. Then there was a knock on the door. "I'll
get it!" Abs said and he opened the door. "Where were you guys, we searched
everywhere for you!" J said when he and Sean came in. "Hey, what's going
on? Can't you be quiet?" Ritchie said, still sleepy. "Goodmornig Ritchie!"
everyone said. Casie came out of the bathroom. "Who's that girl? What is
she doing here?" Ritchie asked. "This is Casie, she had a fight with her
friends and she stayed here tonight." Anna replied. "And who are all the
other girls and why were you here tonight?" J asked Abs. "Um, this is my
girlfriend Kim and..." "Your girlfriend? Kim, did we miss anything?" Anna
replied. "Shut up Anna!" Kim said. "And these are my friends Anna and Naomi,
and that girl there is Casie." she told J. "Oké, now that we all
know eachother let's have breakfast!" Ritchie said.
Anna opened the
door to their own room and Kim and Naomi fell on her bed laughing. "Man
that girl was ugly! And that hair!" Kim said. Anna and Casie started to
laugh too. "You know what we had a fight about? She was jealous that I
get evry guy, she said that she looked better than me, and if I would give
her a chance she could get evry guy she wants." Casie said. "She's crazy!
How long have you been friends?" Anna asked "5ive years!" Casie replied.
"Girls, are you ready?" they heard Scott say. "We're coming!' Anna yelled
back. They quickly got changed. "Hi guys!" Naomi said and she gave Ritchie
a kiss. "We did miss something!" Anna said. "Hey Casie. Are you all right?"
Sean asked "Yeah, I'm fine." Casie replied. They walked to J's car. "And
how are we gonna fit in that car?" Casie said. "We'll have to go
in 2 cars. Scott, can we go with your car?" Anna said. "Yeah sure. You,
Kim and Abs can come in my car, the others go with J." Scott replied "That's
okay, but I'll drive or Anna has to go with J, cause you'll only be watching
her." Abs said. "All right, you can drive." Scott replied and he gave Abs
his car keys. They all got in the car and drove to the beach. When they
arrived at the beach Casie jumped out of the car and ran to the beach.
She dropped her bag and her towel and ran into the water. Sean followed
her. "Wow, Sean really likes her. I've never seen him running!" J joked.
The others followed him. After a few hours Anna felt like her arms were
on fire. "Can we go back?" she asked Scott, who was sitting next to her.
"Ofcourse, I'll ask if anyone else wants to go back." Scott replied and
he yelled to the others in the water: "Do you guys wanna stay here or go
back?" "We'll stay here." J yelled back. "Okay, but we're going back."
Scott went back to Anna. "The others wanna stay here, but I'll go with
you." They went back to the hotel to Anna's room. Anna sat down on her
bed and Scott said down next to her. "Um.." Scott began. But Anna didn't
hear him. "I'm gonna take a shower okay? I'll see you tonight." Anna said.
"Yeah sure. Bye." Scott replied and he went back to his own room.
"Hi Anna. Why did
you leave so soon? And where is Scott?" Casie asked. Anna showed them her
red arms. I already staid in the sun to long. And Scott is in his room
I guess." "What did you guys do when you while we were at the beach?" Kim
asked. "Nothing. Scott took me home and after that he left and I took a
shower." Anna replied. "He left? You let him go? Anna. you can't just let
him go! He's so cute!" Naomi said.
"Please! I know
he is cute, and I think I'm not the only one who think he's cute. He'll
probably have 20 girlfriends! And I'll never see him, he's always touring."
"WOE, so you do like him!" Kim said and she, Naomi and Casie all started
to "WOE". Shut up guys!" Anna said and threw a pillow at Kim's head. Naomi
whispered something in Casie's ear. "Okay. I just find out that I left
some things in my room, I'm gonna get them now. Come on Naomi." Casie said
and the two of them left the room.
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CHAPTER 4
The next morning
Anna didn't feel very well. "Don't you want breakfast?" Kim asked. "NO,
you go. I'm not really hungry." Anna replied. Kim, Casie and Naomi had
breakfast and came back to their room. "Anna we're going to the beach with
Abs, Ritchie and Sean if you don't mind." Naomi said. "No, I don't mind.
I want to get some sleep maybe I'll feel better then." Anna replied and
Naomi, Kim and Casie left. Anna went back to bed and fell asleep. She woke
up from someone knocking on the door. She opened the door and saw Scott.
"Hey how are you?" Scott asked."I'm feeling better. Where is evryone?"
"I don't know, they all went out." "What time is it?" Anna asked. "9 o'
clock" Scott replied. "Wow, I didn't know I was asleep that long!" Anna
said, and she noticed that it was already dark (I know I know, in the summer
it's not dark yet at nine) Scott came in and sat down on Kim's bed. "Scott,
can you switch the light on please?" Anna asked. Scott turned around and
switched the light on. Anna said down on her own bed. "So, did I miss anything?"
she asked. "No. Well now we have three couples, Casie and Sean were kissing
all the time. That's why I didn't wanna go with them tonight, they wouldn't
even notice me." Scott said. Suddenly they heard thunder, saw lightning
and the light went out again. "Not again" Anna muttered.She heard Scott
stand up and wall towards her. He put his arm around her and asked her
if she was okay. "Yeah, ofcourse I am!" Anna replied. They didn't here
anything for a few moments. Then they heard a very loud thunderslag. "AAH!'
Anna screamed and wrapped her arms around Scott. "calm down Anna, it's
only the thunder." Scott said and wrapped his other arms around Anna too.
"I know, I'm sorry." Anna replied, but she didn't let Scott go. Suddenly
she felt his lips on her lips. Again there was a lightning flits and Anna
looked into Scott's beautiful blue eyes. She closed her eyes and kissed
Scott back.
"I'm getting sick
of this!" J said, looking at the others. Kim was sitting at Abs'
lap, Ritchie had his arms around Naomi, Scott had his arms around Anna
and Casie and Sean were kissing again. " I thought this was a guys only
holiday. But look at you!" Nobody noticed him. Suddenly they heard someone
yell "Anna!" Evryone looked up and saw a girl running towards them. She
was almost their, but J was standing in her way. She pushed him in the
pool (WITH all his clothes), ran towards Anna and hugged her, almost killing
Scott. Evryone looked at the girl. She had brownish-blond hair and blue
eyes, and she was about 18 years old. After she hugged Anna she hugged
Kim and Naomi, almost killing Abs and Ritchie. "Amiee what are you doing
here?" Naomi asked. "What do you think I'm doing here? I came to Spain
for the 5ive concert!" the girl replied. Then she realised who were sitting
with the girls. "AAAAAAH! You're 5ive!!!! Were is J!? AAH I can't believe
I'm talking to 5ive! J WERE IS J??? I love J so much were is he?" Amiee
yelled and got red when Ritchie said: "You just pushed him in the pool."
"If you're done with your little reunion can you get me out of the pool
before I drown? J yelled. "No you can swim you can get out yourself!" Sean
replied. "HELP YOU GUYS!!!!" J yelled. Amiee ran towards the water and
pulled J out. "I I I I'm s s s s so s s s s sorry!" she stuttered.
"You should be I almost drowned. "J said and Amiee almost started to cry.
"J I'm really sorry." she cried. "J shut up! You're upsetting her!" Ritchie
said. "Hey, it was just a joke! Don't worry I'm a great swimmer." J said.
"But know you're all wet."
"Forget about it!
By the way I'm J and you are?"
"I know."
"Well hi I know
how are you?"
"J stop teasing
her! This is my friend Amiee. Amiee, these are Scott, Ritchie, J Sean and
Abs."
"I know!" Amiee
said again. Amiee got red again, realising what she said.
Anna saw how worried
she was. "don't worry, they're really nice, they'll forget about this!"
Anna whispered. "I hope you're right" she whispered back.
"I'm gonna get some
dry close, I'll be back in a minute." J said and he went back to his room
to change in to something dry. When he got back he sat down next to Amiee,
who had also went to her room and changed into her bathing suit. "I really
don't mind you pushed me in." he whispered in her ear. "But I'm gonna get
you back!" he yelled and he took her in his arms and carried her to the
pool, while she was yelling "Let me go, let me go!" "All right I will let
you go!" J replied and he threw her in. Evryone started to laugh and jumped
in. Kim almost landed on top of Abs. "Hey watch out!" Abs yelled. "You
watch out!" Kim replied and pushed him under. "Hey leave my friends alone!"
Scott and Rithcie yelled when they pushed Kim under. "You two leave our
friends alone!" Anna, Naomi and Casie started to push Scott and Ritchie
under. J swam towards Amiee and gave her a quick kiss on her cheek, before
he swam away to push Sean under.
Chapter 6
All girls were swimming
in the pool. "You know, we still haven't been to any of their concerts
and we're leaving tomorrow." Kim said. "Oh I forgot! I don't wanna
leave!" Anna said. "And how are we gonna tell 5ive?" Naomi said. "I can't
leave J!" Amiee said. "Amiee, you don't have to leave tomorrow." Anna replied.
"I don't??Oh yeah i forgot, I came a week later."
Then Scott and Ritchie
came and jumped into the pool, while Ritchie landed almost on top of Naomi
and Scott on Anna. "Hey girls!" they both yelled happyly(That looks strange......).
"Hey." all girls replied. "What's wrong? You don't sound very happy." Scott
asked as he wrapped his arms around Anna. "We're leaving tomorrow." Naomi
replied, while tears filled her eyes and Ritchie wrapped his arms around
her. "What?" Scott and Ritchie yelled. Scott got out of the pool and took
Anna with him. "We gotta talk." he said.
"Okay. I'll see
you guys later." Anna said to everyone in the pool.
"WhAT? You never
told me!" Anna yelled as she started to cry. "I'm sorry Anna. But you know...it's
summer, I'm here without my girlfriend and I...."
"I don't care about
it You lied to me!!! How could you do that?" Anna yelled and run back to
the hotel. There she ran to her room and fell on her bed crying.
"What's with you
and Abs?"
Kim started to cry
again. "He . . . . .told me he had. .. . . .a girlfriend...and i was just
someone for the two week . . . . . .wihout his girlfriend." she managed
to say between sobs. Anna started to cry again too. "That's what Scott
told me too." she cried. Then Naomi came in, with red eyes from crying.
"Let me guess. Ritchie told you he has a girlfriend?" Casie, who came walking
in, asked her. "Yeah. How do you know?" Naomi asked with a surprised look.
"Cause that's what Sean just told me." Caise replied, while she sat down
on her bed. Then J knocked on the door. "Hey, have you seen Amiee?" he
asked. "Nope and i don't care where she is." Kim yelled as she slammed
the door in his face. "So..what are we gonna do? We don't have our boyfriends
anymore." Anna said, still sobbing a bit. "I guess we better start packing."
Kim replied as she took her bags and started to pack.
When they were ready
they went to the beach to take a walk.
"I can't believe
how cruel guys can be." Kim said.
"Yeah i know. First
he tried to convince me to be his girlfriend and then he tells me he has
another girlfriend at home." Anna replied. Then they saw Amiee and J walking
on the beach, hand in hand. "I guess he hasn't told her yet." Kim said,
looking at them. "Well, I think we can better go have dinner now and go
to bed, we gotta get up early tomorrow." Naomi said and they went back
to the hotel. They had dinner and went to bed.
"If ya gettin' down
baby
I want it now baby
Come and get it
on baby
I want it....."
If ya gettin' down
was interrupted by Anna who stopped her radio alarm clock. "Time to get
up." she said. All girls got out of bed, a few of them with thears
in their eyes cause they just heard 5ive on the radio again. They all got
dressed and had breakfast. When they were on their way back to their room
they ran into 5ive. "Hey. We wanna tell you we're sorry and we wanna take
you to the airport if you don't mind." Scott said. The girls wanted to
say no, but the guys insisted so they said "Okay" They went to their room
to get their bags and went outside where 5ive was waiting for them, together
with Amiee. J drove Amiee, Sean, Casie and Abs to the airport while Scott
drove Naomi, Ritchie, Anna, Scott and Kim there. They all got out of the
car and everyone hugged Amiee and 5ive. They checked in and got in the
plane. They had a delay of 30 minutes cause a few passengers were late
and when they were waiting till the plane left Anna was listening to her
radio:
Don't go crazy
I know you're gonna
miss me but it's only summer love
Baby
We're together
It cannot last forever
cause it's only summer love
So tell me why
You start to cry
I take you to the
airport and I kiss you sweet goodbye
You have to know
I told you so
This summer love
with feelings,
Will break your
heart and soul.