SUICIDE NOTE - 11/13/1999

I'm worthless
I know this is true
People keep telling me
This isn't you

How can they know
What is me and what's not
They don't even know me
They don't even care

If someone would stop
If someone would listen
If someone would reach out
I just might reach back

I'm in need of help
But have no where to go
So I shall go to my saviours
Christ, and our lord

If they reject me
Then I'll know for sure
This life that I lived
Was lived for nothing

The pain that I felt
And the feelings I delt
Were worthless
And meant nothing to no one

I was once told
That God will not accept you
If you commit suicide

Well I do not believe this
But I'll soon find out.