April 20, 2003
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"Any change, even a change for the better, is always accompanied by drawbacks and discomforts."
-Arnold Bennett

Motto or not, I can't go by it anymore, the motto was before I had a girlfriend, times change, people change, be it for the better or the worse its up to the person to decide. You know we said we would treat girls right, and this is part of treating a girl right, not following the motto bro's before ho's.

April 22, 2003
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How can you say I wasted a good friendship? You can't seriously think this is all my fault, you know my number, you can call it anytime, just because I don't hang out with ya'll once doesn't mean I don't want to hang out with you at all. Doing drugs, that ain't trying to fit in, I ain't doing them every single day, week, or month, its a one time thing, just testing it out.......just like we all tested out drinking. You haven't been put on a shelf, but if you want i'll clean a spot out, its not all up to me, its up to you too.