Self Esteem

     I wrote her off for the tenth time today
     And practiced all the things I would say
     But she came over
     I lost my nerve
     I took her back and made her dessert
     Now I know I'm being used
     That's okay cause I've got no self esteem
     We make plans to go out at night
     I wait till 2 then I turn out the light
     All this rejection's got me so low
     If she keeps it up I just might tell her so
     When she's saying that she wants only me
     Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends
     When she's saying that I'm like a disease
     Then I wonder how much more I can spend
     Well I guess I should stick up for myself
     But I really think it's better this way
     The more you suffer
     The more it shows you really care Right?
     Now I'll relate this a little bit
     That happens more than I'd like to admit
     Late at night she knocks on my door
     Drunk again and looking to score
     Now I know I should say no
     But that's kind of hard when she's ready to go
     I may be dumb
     But I'm not a dweeb
     I'm just a sucker with no self esteem

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