This one explains how I feel about myself sometimes...
Hate Me
I Hate Myself, so Why Can't You???
After all that I have put you through;
The Pain, the Hurt, the Crying Eyes,
Why is it Me you can't Despise???
I thought I knew who I was inside,
But now I wish that I had died;
Instead of hurting you this way
I'm just the biggest ass today.
I broke the promises I made,
I know you must feel so betrayed.
How could I do this to my love?
Its like the crying of a dove.
My friends must all think I am crazy,
My parents think that I am lazy.
No one understand what I am feeling,
My emotions and thoughts have sent me reeling.
The stupidity of what I do
Has given me this jaded view,
Of the worthlessness of my life
And all that I seem to bring is strife.