This next poem was written at the same time the first one was... it is about the same girl, and some of the same feelings...
I wish...
I wish I could tell you
How things make me feel
I wish I could tell you
That this was for real
I wish for one moment
That I could be with you
I wish that I knew
If all this was true
I know I'm not perfect
We all have our flaws
I wish you would talk to me
Instead of saying "because"
I want to be near you
I know in my heart
But every time I try to
You say not to start
Why can't it be different
Why can't I be near
Why can't I be down there
Instead of up here?
I love you so dearly
I know this for sure
But why won't you tell me
If what you feel is pure?
I'm not understanding
Why you push me away
When all I'm doing is asking
"How are you feeling today?"
My feelings are scrambled
My thoughts are all mixed
My heart, it feels broken
Why cant it be fixed?