Alone, sat there in the dark. Nobody careing, nobody there for me, nobody to offer a kind word of support or there to show any form of love or affection. That is my fear, to have nobody. To have those close to me taken away, i need those people, they help me cope and keep me alive. Without then i have nothing, nothing to hold on to, nothing to give me a reason to live. To love life yet to have nothing to live for would be torture.