i.
Oh these nights that frighten me away -- or
at least my spirit
running away
these nights without the moon, or at a maximum of days
it is called "new" -- a refreshment of my trust
in the electricity of the dark
this deep re-
treat where i stand confronted
by the stars
Orion's little head watching out for me,
over me,
the brown dwarves dance enlightened, tracing...
tonight,
the stars are my bright ball of watching and,
gleaning all i can from God's words my feeble
promises try flying -- attempt dancing, then
always r u n n i n g,
falling-tumbling I scatter
in the fear which keeps me moving away
from all promises to hide
from all men
In the new moon - and yet
your dusty planets, orbs of dreamy existence call to me
to cleanse myself and
with garments dazzling;
come to meet with you in the wilderness
of the eve of days.
ii.
i cannot help but feel this day
that i am caught in the swarms of love
stinging incalculable i am lost in the din of Your speech,
endless soliloquy with the strings all outside of me
the thirsting soul within my disturbedness:
here it is where You pull me in Your sticky stance
righteous true the sky is
crimson with desire of amor`e sizzling so
the comb`ed complex is heating up
in the middle of You + me
oh faulted heart of me which did long
to be next to any man, and when whistling commenced -
I was dry and emptied, on the paved conscious settlement
of my mind I feared even life itself against
forgiveness in Your hardly subtle hands --
catching me again with-out the hive of Your beating insides
we danced our way() within the breathless atmosphere of s;
weet, luscious honey....
*please forgive my hushed "accents" (i.e.- ```)*
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