ASHAMED

BRIGHT WHITE LIGHT Bright white light in my eyes Friday night no surprise I'm stretched all out on the table I want to move I'm not able So how did I get myself in this situation I don't know Havin too much fun I must of had more than one too many or more until I hit the floor Now my shirt is torn My pants are nowhere to be found I try to sit up and glance around Unfamiliar Surroundings I try to think but my headache's astounding I look to the right and see her layin next to me Her head is turned the other way and she is sound asleep Prechorus: Don't know what I'm gonna do I try to think for a minute or two Don't know what I'm gonna do I'M SO CONFUSED!! Chorus: I am so ashamed cause I don't know her name I am so ashamed cause I don't know her name and I don't know where I am I stumble round the bedroom Thinkin about what is was I missed I saw her face in the mirror not knowin who the hell it is My memory was brought to me by the stamp on my hand There was a hell of a party I went to and I was part of the band I drank when I was on the stage I drank when I was done I drank for hours after that because the fun had just begun I drank so much that I began to forget the rest of the night Now here I am with a stranger What an ugly sight Prechorus: Chorus: (be box to hard part) end

DREAMER

Little Rhonda B. was so unique. She was a dreamer. Blessed with a mind and a heart that was so damn big So amazed at the things she said and id Round the way at 5th and Main was where the sister resided Growin up round evil in these ghetto streets So surrounded by wolves and yet she remains a sheep. Loved her mother, brother, sister so dearly So recently her family would leave this life Then she lost her only brother just last night Stalked by the images of her lonely brother screamin Wakes up in the middle of the night, cold sweat, no longer dreamin No dreams, so empty, dreamless dreams Blam, Blam gunshots ring out in the moonless night Wrong place wrong time screechin tires no headlights Hatin fools takin lives show no remorse or love On the street cold concrete, painted in her brothers blood As he heard God call his name he sent a prayer to the starlit sky And before he walked into the light, tell my family I'm alright Be strong hold on so sorry I can't even be with you But you know I'm watchin out forever lookin over you Desperately she tries to glue her heart shaped pieces. But terribly his passing proves too much Friends and family to whom she fell out of touch It seems since the death of her brother Her life has stopped, seems to go no further She now embraces a life he didn't want her to seee To slowly wither away, family know no peace Her family prays somehow someday, she will come back their way Cause at this time she will soon realize Her destiny's been made, she must move on with her life She hears his voice in her head while she is sleepin Amd wakes so suddenly scared, was she just dreamin a dream Vivid dream, but this time it's much more than what it seemed His voice is clear in her head, want to live you better get out Your friends are not who they seem They sleep you sleep in a crackhouse In a few seconds them same fools who did me in now want you Rhonda please run for you life, that's all God will let me tell you And as she turns and runs away The sounds of gunfire is heard, someone falls, bullets are sprayed Victims is duckin and truckin, screaming fallin and dying She reaches out for the door and hears a young child cryin Not thinkin twice bout her life she runs back up the stairs Bullets is whizzin past her head and she doesn't even care The kids mom has been shot she won't live through the night Please promise me that my son will see another day arrive She grabs the child and runs, but is knocked to the ground Bullets is creepin and creepin, the innocent has been found The gun is put to her head, but Rhonda will survive He sees his motherless son, and the tears have filled his eyes How I don't know I don't know Where did it all go Where did it go Where did it go Im thinkin about you How I don't know I don't know Where did it all go Where did it go Where did it go