i lie here in the dark
my body swirling in almost motionless dreams
slipping in and out of what i deem as real
and all i can think
is that i've been here before
that my soul managed long ago
to touch yours
exactly like this
but it was so long ago that i can't remember
and can never place the feeling
other than in my heart
but i do know that when it happened
it was beautiful
and that i lost myself again
the fact that i'm paralized
by something
that can't possibly exist
makes me want to sink deeper
to make sure it won't ever slip away
because everytime
that i had been here before
it *always* slipped away
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