*lil' shattered pieces of plank*

I trapped myself in this coffin
(And now I can't get out.)
I tried to blink
But my eyelids wouldn't close
I tried to scream
But my mouth wouldn't open

Hot tears sizzling at the corner of my eyes
Then, slowly trickling down
this cold mask-face of mine.

I want to move
I itch to break free
But I can't bear to destroy my
beautiful and fragile wooden enclosure.
I trapped myself in this coffin
(And now I can't get out.)

You paid the price for my stupidity;
You laughed as you suffered.
How I marvelled at your courage,
As your screams pierced deep into my brain
How it hurts
How I hurt

I didn't mean to
drag you down with me
Didn't mean to murder you so sweet.
It's just that
saccharine maybes only fill half the cup;
and we are buried in muddy soil.

I trapped myself in this coffin
(But to save you from me,
from decomposition,
I must get out.)

*peishan*