From any distance I can recognize him
by his bright smile and confident walk
and the dark curls resting on his head.
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Sometimes he gives me a sweet childs hug
and a sticky kiss on my cheek.
And sometimes his little fingers
comb through my hair, carefully braiding.
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He whispers my name with his little lisp
asking me to read him a story.
Sometimes, when I run out of stories, he makes one up.
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I always know it's him when I hear his footsteps running down the stairs
or his soft knock on my bedroom door
wanting to come in and play with my toys.
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He has a warm, clean smell that changes,
yet always stays the same.
Sometimes it's tinted with fresh laundry
sometimes it's the first graders smell
of apple juice and graham crackers.
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I feel so much love for my "baby" brother
when he asks me to help him with his homework
or when he asks me to take him out to play
or when he gives me a surprise present for no special reason
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But especially when he gives me a hug
and tells me how much he loves me.