Disclamer

Alright, Love may be a bit extreme a word for the relationship I am in. It is young, and to call it love would be like claiming I know the secrets of the universe...oh...bad example. Let me correct myself. More like saying I am imperfect. So enjoy this happy tale. Geycen

Scene 1:

Quite some time ago I met Carol. To say then that we would be a thing, a couple, ect... Would have sounded crazy. My first impression of her was a positive one. I found her incredibly attractive, but was in no position to approach her. But man this girl realy pulled at my heart strings. As time grew, so did our friendship. We found ourselves spending more and more time together. And that time became so anticipated, and enthralling. I learned behind this natural beauty, was an inner fire that burned so bright. She always shocked me, and never ceased to amaze me with her aura.

A time came when denying our feeling only seemed to be a waste of time for the both of us. And soon after, my friend became so much more. She was as much a part of me as music, or family. And that scared me at first. But for many years now I have brushed aside the notion of giving someone a chance. So this time I fully embraced it and cast myself to the wind.

So here I am now such a short time after with a million ways to descibe the way she makes me feel. With her smile she crushes me, and with a simple look humbles my complex life. There is heaven in her face, and salvation in her eyes. It's as though God himself placed this angel here on earth for me, and no one else.

But for now I leave you with the idea that happiness is such an overlooked reality. And here with Carol I have found that. I can only hope that someday I can truely give back even half of all she has given to me. But until then, I will bathe in the light of her being, and rest in the sunshine of her heart. Geycen

Chapter 2: The Little Bus Girl

Well we are now married, and have 4 kids. No not realy, but things are certainly wonderful. They are nothing short of fantastic. I could rave for hours how good things are. How cute I think it is when she licks butts from the ashtray. Or how silly her Wisconsin accent is (even though she isn't from Wisconsin) But seriously, I am so happy to be in a comfortable situation for once. A place where I can be me, and with a person that accepts me, and my life for what it is. For that I am grateful. Be good, and go be happy.

I have decided to stop telling you of my love life. It is not that I don't want you to know. But it is something that I don't feel I want to share right now. I feel very seclusive right now over my relationship. And feel that posting my emotional admitnance over the web isn't proper. Where my realtionship goes is a big part of my life, and once i know, then maybe I can open up again, but with out the knoledge of what is happening, I will stay mute. Thank you for understanding. Geycen