The Face, 1997

             "I was a total emotional wreck. It got to the point that all I had in
common with the rest of them was the music. My home life was a disaster and I didn't feel comfortable anywhere. Even when I went back to Wigan, I stayed in my room all the time. My mum was telling me I was psychotic and I needed help from the doctor. She'd be shouting 'What's wrong with you? What's wrong with you?' Then she'd go out and I'd be throwing chairs around, smashing things up. It hit me how fucked up I was. All I could do was blather emotional bollocks."
"I think I made a prick out of myself, really."

            "I thought, yeah, this could be my life now. Just sign on, relax,
not worry. It did eat me up a bit about the band, especially when they
got Simon Tong in, but then I got so burnt up that I just decided to
forget about them. I thought it was all over. It was like my family had
collapsed, but I was big enough to cope with it now."

            "I told him,'I ought to tell you to fuck off but I'm glad to hear from
you. It's good now, you know. They asked me back, so they can't complain.
I get to do what the fuck I want now".