in my ears and from my skin
the shifts serve to drown me

what are you doing right now?

Thinking about me

or dreaming of gorgeous blondes
with perky tits and blank stares
because that's all you want from them right now?

I'm not used and I'm not broken
but neither am I broken in

coiled tight around my belly, a chain
waiting to be stretched
I don't want to be taken

only given

and it's not horny, it's lonely
patience is a virtue I know too well
so go fuck the blond.

I don't even mind, just don't
tell me about how good she was