It's past your bedtime. Just when we think we're free we catch
ourselves again and turn out the lights but insomnia hits and
we're trapped. Safe again, confined to a little cushy room with
squishy animals and pillows and not enough time and not enough
places to go where we can be alone.
And I think to myself that I might like to go out and play
for a while after the sun goes down. But the sun doesn't go down.
It doesn't feel like it today. Now it feels liberated. It might
never go back down again. So I guess I'll have to stay inside and
play.
Not much to play with here, but a carpet, a couch, and a
dusty old rotary telephone. So I call you. Rings once, twice, you
pick up... I gasp. You think you recognize my breathing patterns
but I hang up before you can be sure. So as far as anyone's
concerned you were mistaken again - confused by the trapeze
players I sent to your house to danse on the trees that you can
never cut down because they're technically not on your property.
The thought of it all makes me laugh and look down at my toes.
They look like wings. "I could fly to your house," I think "If
only it weren't so bright out." Too bright to even see your own
shadow through the glare. Too bright to catch more than a glimpse
of someone else's.
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