big dumb rocket

     i've never seen your breath before/ 
     but i'm disbuested by the thought of/
     waiting anymore' if i look up in your eyes/
     will you notice me or notice it or/   
     fade into this accident

     i don't want to find/ 
     the big dumb rocket on your mind/
     it's mostly you and mostly me/ 
     and a tired gun that's not empty
 
     i've never been this sad before/ 
     but i'm disgusted by my fingertips/
     and what they've done/
 
     if i look into your eyes/ 
     if it must be true you must believe/  
     i've never held such violent things

     i've never takled to god before tonight/
     but i'm disgusted by...