when i was found in the desert, the your last page was written.  being given the power to become everything has taken it's toll on every person who tried to grow taller than god.  i wipe my nose with your "feelings".  i fall asleep with your "fears" next to me. the earth floods and my hand will be the only thing you can see.  apes run screaming, mothers protect their babies frm the wind and rain.  i will never fall.  pig masochist makes me fuck the wall in hopes of falling into the water. i have nothing.  no clothes could hide me from the world.  no love could save me from the loss of blood that is abt to take place. i stretch like jesus and mock my accusers.  the smoke rises up from my fingertips and sends them to the fire.  i can feel my big star growing bigger, brighter, falling faster towards earth.  you will receive 17 more letters from me.  read each word, each sentence.  memorize them.  learn them.  know them.  love them.  the facts are all here....i live in them, like a new-born machine.  i rise out of the mud and live among the fools forever.  i am nothing. i am you.  i am forever. i am dust.

i am the push that makes you move,