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Alanis Morissette
dear matthew
I like you a lot
I realize you're in a relationship with someone right now
and I respect that
I would like you to know that
if you're ever single in the future
and you want to come visit me in california
I would be open to spending time with you
and finding out how old you were
when you wrote your first song
dear jonathan I liked you too much
I used to be attracted to boys
who would lie to me and think solely about themselves
and you were plenty self-destructive
for my taste at the time
I used to say the more tragic the better
the truth is henever I think of the early 90's
your face comes up with a vengeance
like it was yesterday
dear terrance I love you muchly
you've been nothing but open hearted
and emotionally available and supportive
and nurturing and consummately
there for me
I kept drawing you in and pushing you away
I remember how beautiful it was to
fall asleep on your couch and
cry in front of you for the first time
you were the best platform from which
to jump beyond myself
what was wrong with me
dear marcus you rocked my world
you had a charismatic way about you
with the women and you got me seriously thinkin
about spirituality and you wouldn't let me
get away with kicking my own ass
but I could never really feel
and it's kinda too bad because we could've had much more fun
dear lou we learned so much
I realize we won't be able to talk for some time
and I understand that as I do you
the long distance thing was the hardest
and we did as well as we could we were together
during a very tumultuous time in our lives I will always have
your back
and be curious about you and your career your whereabouts