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"FUCK THEM"
Toronto, Canada
15/06/93
13 years old

FUCK I hate them so much (Countess Scarf and Countess Sweater) I mean today they completely ignored me like I was a piece of junk! Now I remember when one day they sat me down to talk about how bitchy I was. Well FUCK them!!! I'm sorry I can't control it but hey! They told me to wait for them all the time at their lockers because some times I would forget? Well, EXCUSE ME! But those two bitches never in my single life cared to eaven wait for me but when they remember they still didn't care. One time at lunch we were joking and both of them got stupid and started running away from me (like always) so I got fed up and went up to where bitchy Countess Popular, Countess Laos, Countess Thief...and all those people sit to watch basketball where gorgeous Count Latino and Count Bibble play. So I sat down with them until the bell rang. So at the lockers I said something to them, but neither both answered back, so to me it was obvious they were giving me the "silent treatment" again, GOSH!! That is so like them. Well FUCK THEM!!

Well my second problem is I still can't even look at Count Bibble and smile so he knows I like him. But I'm too shy! So when I go to bed all I think is about him and how wondeful he is. I couldn't sleep so I went to Mom's room to talk about what I wrote here. And what I like about Mom is that she listens to me and understands. She said that Countess Scarf and Countess Sweater are trying to take over me, that's why they are so bossy to me, it perfectly makes sense. So tomorrow I'm gonna hang around other people but still be friends to Countess Scarf and Countess Sweater like I am to Countess Smily and Countess Fried.

So my problems for tonight have been said. I'm a bit relieved by writing this down but a lot of pain will still be inside me.

Countess Olivia

I remember the next day they were extra nice to me and I told them how I felt about the locker incident. They apologised and we continued being friends. I was really good friends with them both. They were both muslim so I remember going over to their houses and being amazed by their home lives. Countess Scarf could never take off her scarf even though she was in Canada, Countess Sweater never wore a scarf but did dress very conservatively. They often looked very sick in Ramadam season and didn't have to do gym. I was also invited once to Countess Sweater's house for dinner, it was Ramadam. Of course dinner was late at night and I had to wait for them both and Countess Sweater's family to pray for what seemed like 2 hours against the wall. In the end the food was delicious, a lot of it and diferent from anything I had ever eaten. We stopped being that close when I became friends with Countess Kimosacky in my last year there. It would be nice to see them again.

"TUMMY ACHE"
Ulaanbaator, Mongolia
31/07/93
13 years old

Sorry I didn't write to you for about a month and a half. Well I'm in Mongolia! These past few days I was sick. The stomach "OUCH!!" I'd rather not talk about it, it was awful. Dad said it was an infection, at the time when we went to Guilin, China it started hurting but only at about after 4 hours all the time (it hurt a lot) hey, I'll talk to you tomorrow about Guillin, my feelings and all that. I'm tired, Good night

Countess Olivia

I remember writing that entry. I was in my bed getting ready to go to sleep, so i started writing in it when I got this awful stomach pain. I finished the entry really quickly and ran to the toilet. When we lived in Ulaanbaator I was always getting sick to the stomach. Let's just say one was never sure whether the food there was safe, plus, I used to pig out on wheat cookies that I loved so the laxative effects were amazing...hehehe. I hardly ever wrote in my diary when I lived in Mongolia even though i was always bored. It's just that so many things would happen to us when we traveled every 3 months to China that I was overwhelmed to write it all, yet ended up being too lazy to do so. Like right now, I would write about these things but there are so many that arghhhh!!! Later maybe.

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