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Ain't My Bitch


        Out of my way

        Out of my day

        Out of your mind and into mine

        It's no more

        It's not born

        Into your step but out of time

        

        It's strong

        What's wrong

        I've already heard this song before

        You're right but now it's time to kiss your ass good-bye

        

        Dragging me down

        While you were round

        So useless

        

        It ain't my fault

        It ain't my call

        It ain't my bitch

        Ain't my bitch

        

        Down on the sun

        Down on your fun

        Down and out where the hell you've been

        

        Damn it all down

        Damn it unbound

        Damn it all down ta hell again

        

        Stand tall

        They fall

        Never even meant it all before 

        You're right but now it's time to kiss your ass good-bye

        

        Dragging me down

        While you were round

        So useless

        

        It ain't my fault

        It ain't my call

        It ain't my bitch

        

        Out of my way

        

        Out of my way

        Out of my day

        Out of your mind and into mine

        It's no more

        It's not born

        Into your step but out of time

        

        It's strong

        What's wrong

        I've already heard this song before

        You're right but now it's time to kiss your ass good-bye

        

        Dragging me down

        While you were round

        So useless

        

        It ain't my fault

        It ain't my call

        It ain't my bitch

        

        No way but down

        While you were round

        No foolin'

        

        It ain't my smile

        It ain't my style

        It ain't my bitch

        

        Ain't mine

        Your kind

        Your stepin' out of time

        

        Dragging me down

        While you were round

        No foolin'

        

        It ain't my fault

        It ain't my call

        It ain't my bitch

        Ain't my

2 x 4


        Yeah

        I'm gonna make you, shake you, take you

        I'm gonna be the one who breaks you

        Put the screws into ya, my way

        Yeah, c'mon, c'mon come and make my day

        Make my day

        

        Yeah

        Got some hell to pay you, steal your thunder

        The joy of violent movement, pulls you under

        Ooh bite the bullet, well hard

        Yea, but I bite harder, so go to far

        To far

        

        Friction, fusion, retribution

        I can't hear ya... talk to me

        I can't hear ya... so talk to me

        I can't hear ya are you talking to me

        I can't hear ya are you talking to me

        I can't hear ya trying to be my lord

        I can't hear ya talking 2 by 4

        

        Yeah

        I'm gonna make you, shake you, take you

        I'm gonna be that one who breaks you

        Put the screws into ya, my way

        Hey c'mon, c'mon, come and make my day

        Make my day

        

        Friction, fusion, retribution

        I can't hear ya... talk to me

        I can't hear ya... talk to me

        I can't hear ya are you talking to me

        I can't hear ya while your talking to me

        I can't hear ya trying to be my lord

        I can't hear ya talking 2 by 4

        

        Friction, fusion, retribution

        I'm going to make you... talk to me

        I'm going to trick you... so talk to me

        I can't hear ya are you talking to me

        I can't hear ya are you talking to me

        I can't hear ya trying to be my lord

        I can't hear ya talking 2 by 4

The House Jack Built


        Open doors so I walk inside

        Close my eyes find my place to hide

        And I shake as I take it in

        Let the show begin

        

        Open my eyes

        Just to have them close again

        Well on my way

        On my way to where I graze

        It swallows me

        As it takes me in his home

        I twist away

        As I kill this world 

        

        Open doors so I walk inside

        Close my eyes find my place to hide

        And I shake as I take it in

        Let the show begin

        

        Open my eyes

        Just to have them close once again

        Don't want control

        As It takes me down and down again

        Is that the moon

        Or just a light that lights this deadend street?

        Is that you there

        Or just another demon that I meet?

        

        The higher you walk 

        The farther you fall

        The longer the walk

        The farther you crawl

        My body my temple

        This temple it tells

        "Step into the house that Jack built"

        

        The higher you walk 

        The farther you fall

        The longer the walk

        The farther you crawl

        My body my temple

        This temple it tells

        "Yes this is the house that Jack built"

        

        Open doors as I walk inside

        Swallow me so the pain subsides

        And I shake as I take this in

        Let the show begin

        

        The higher you walk 

        The farther you fall

        The longer the walk

        The farther you crawl

        My body my temple

        This temple it tells

        "Yes this is the house that Jack built"

        

        The higher you walk 

        The farther you fall

        The longer the walk

        The farther you crawl

        My body my temple

        This temple it tells

        "Yes I am I am I am"

        

        Open my eyes

        It swallows me

        Is that you there

        I twist away

        Away

        Away

        Away

Until It Sleeps


        Where do I take this pain of mine.

        I run but it stays right by my side.

        So tear me open and pour me out 

        There's things inside that scream and shout,

        And the pain still hates me 

        So hold me until it sleeps.

        

        Just like a curse, just like a stray.

        You feed it once and now it stays, 

        Now it stays.

        So tear me open but beware 

        There's things inside without a care, 

        And the dirt still stains me 

        So wash me until I'm clean.

        

        It grips you so hold me

        It stains you so hold me 

        It hates you so hold me

        It holds you so hold me

        Until it sleeps.

        

        So tell me why you've chosen me

        Don't want your grip 

        Don't want your greed 

        Don't want it

        Now tear me open make you gone 

        No more can you hurt anyone, 

        And the fear still shakes me 

        So hold me, until it sleeps

        

        It grips you so hold me

        It stains you so hold me

        It hates you so hold me 

        It holds you, holds you, holds you until it sleeps (x4)

        

        Don't want it want it want it want it want it no

        So tear me open but beware 

        There's things inside without a care, 

        And the dirt still stains me,

        So wash me till I'm clean.

        

        Now tear me open make you gone 

        No longer will you hurt anyone, 

        And the hate still shapes me, 

        So hold me until it sleeps (x5)

King Nothing


        Wish I may

        Wish I might

        Have this I wish tonight

        Are you satisfied?

        Dig for gold

        Dig for fame

        You dig to make your name

        Are you pacified?

        

        All the wants you waste

        All the things you've chased

        Then it all crashes down

        And you break your crown

        And you point your finger, but there's no one around

        Just want one thing

        Just to play the King

        But the castle's crumbled and you're left with just a name

        Where's your crown, King Nothing?

        Where's your crown?

        

        Hot and cold

        Bought and sold

        A heart as hard as gold

        Yeah! Are you satisfied?

        Wish I might, Wish I may

        You wish your life away

        Are you pacified?

        

        All the wants you waste

        All the things you've chased

        Then it all crashes down

        And you break your crown

        And you point your finger, but there's no one around

        Just want one thing

        Just to play the King

        But the castle's crumbled and you're left with just a name

        Where's your crown, King Nothing?

        Where's your crown?

        

        Huh!

        

        (Spoken)

        Wish I may, wish I might

        Have this wish, I wish tonight

        I want that star, I want it now

        I want it all and I don't care how

        

        Careful what you wish

        Careful what you say

        Careful what you wish you may regret it

        Careful what you wish you just might get it

        

        Then it all crashes down

        And you break your crown

        And you point your finger, but there's no one around

        Just want one thing

        Just to play the King

        But the castle's crumbled and you're left with just a name

        Where's your crown, King Nothing?

        Where's your crown?

        

        Oh, You're just nothing

        Where's your crown King Nothing?

        Oh, you're just nothing

        Absolutely nothing

        Off to never, never land

Hero Of The Day


        The window burns to light the way back home

        A light that warms no matter where they go

        They're off to find the hero of the day

        But what if they should fall by someone's wicked way

        

        Still the window burns

        Time so slowly turns

        And someone there is sighing

        Keepers of the flames

        Do you feel your name?

        Did you hear your babies crying?

        Mama they try and break me

        Still they try and break me

        

        Excuse me while I tell them how to feel

        These things we turn to me that still seem real

        Now deservingly this easy chair

        But the rocking starts the wheels of this play

        

        Don't want your hate 

        But the fist I make 

        For you still no fear

        No not on me

        So please excuse me while I tell them how I feel

        

        But now the dreams end

        And now the dreams end

        They everlast the night

        So build a wall 

        Behind it crawl 

        And hide until it's light

        So can you hear your babies crying now?

        

        Still the window burns

        Time so slowly turns

        And someone there is sighing

        Keepers of the flames

        Did you hear your name?

        Did you hear your babies crying?

        

        But now the dreams end

        And now the dreams end

        They everlast the night

        So build a wall 

        Behind it crawl 

        And hide until it's light

        So can't you hear your babies crying now?

        

        Oh they try and break me

        Oh they try and break me

        Oh they try and break me

        Oh they try

        Oh they try

        Oh they try and break me

        Oh they try and break me 

        Oh they try and break me

        Oh they try 

        Oh they try

Bleeding Me


        I'm diggin' my way

        I'm diggin' my way to somethin'

        I'm diggin' my way to somethin' better

        

        I'm pushin' to stay

        I'm pushin' to stay with somethin'

        I'm pushin' to stay with somethin' better

        

        I'm sowing the seeds

        I'm sowing the seeds I take

        I'm sowing the seeds I take for granted

        

        This thorn in my side

        This thorn in my side is from the tree

        This thorn in my side is from the tree I've planted

        It tears me and I bleed

        And I bleed

        

        Caught under wheels roll

        I take the leash

        I'm bleeding me

        Can't stop to save my soul

        I take the leash that's bleeding me

        I'm bleeding me

        I can't take it

        Caught under wheels roll

        Oh, the bleeding of me

        Of me

        The bleeding of me

        

        Caught under wheels roll

        I take the leash

        I'm bleeding me

        Can't stop to save my soul

        I take the leash that's bleeding me

        I'm bleeding me

        I can't take it

        Caught under wheels roll

        Oh, the bleeding of me

        Oh, the bleeding of me

        

        I am the beast that bleeds the feast

        I am the blood

        I am release

        

        Come make me pure

        Bleed me a cure

        I'm caught, I'm caught, I'm caught under

        Caught under wheels roll

        I take that lease

        I'm bleeding me

        Can't stop to save my soul

        I take the leash that's bleeding me

        I'm bleeding me

        I can't take it

        I can't take it

        I can't take it

        Oh, the bleeding of me

        

        I'm diggin' my way

        I'm diggin' my way to somethin'

        I'm diggin' my way to somethin' better

        

        I'm pushin' to stay

        I'm pushin' to stay with somethin'

        I'm pushin' to stay with somethin' better

        With somethin' better

Cure


        (Spoken)

        The man takes another bullet

        He keeps them all within

        He must seek no matter how it hurts

        So don't fool again

        

        He thinks the answer is cold and in his hand

        He takes his medicine

        The man takes another bullet

        He's been fooled again

        

        Uncross your arms

        Take and throw them to the cure, say...

        I do believe

        

        Uncross your arms now

        Take them to I say...

        I do believe

        Yeah, I do believe

        

        The lie is tempted and she follows

        Again she hits him in

        She must believe to feel the hollow

        She's been fooled again

        

        Uncross your arms

        Take and throw them to the cure, say...

        I do believe

        

        Uncross your arms now

        Take them to I say...

        I do believe

        Oh yeah, I do believe

        

        Betting on the cure

        It must get better than this

        Betting on the cure

        Yeah everyone's gotta to have the sickness

        Cause everyone seems to need the cure

        Precious cure

        

        Betting on the cure

        Cause it must get better than this

        Betting on the cure

        Yeah everyone's gotta to have the sickness

        Cause everyone seems to need the cure

        Precious cure

        

        I do beleive

        

        Betting on the cure

        It must get better than this

        Need to feel secure

        Yeah it's got to get better than this

        It must get better than this

        Betting on the cure

        Everyone's gotta to have the sickness

        Cause everyone seems to need the cure

        I do believe

Poor Twisted Me

        

        Oh poor twisted me

        Oh poor twisted me

        I feast on sympathy

        I chew on suffer

        I chew on agony

        And swallow whole the pain

        Oh it's too good to be

        All this misery

        Is just for oh poor twisted me

        Poor twisted me

        

        Poor mistreated me

        Poor mistreated me

        I drown without a sea 

        I'm filled with sorrow

        Once filled with misery

        And hated the deep dark blue

        Such a burden to bear

        Poor mistreated me

        

        Finally reached the shore

        Survival's gone

        Now your feeling cold ever since he was born

        Your pain is so over you

        

        Finally reached the shore

        Survival's gone

        Now your feeling cold ever since he was born

        Your pain is so over you

        Could ya be my friend 

        Such a pain to see

        Oh poor twisted me

Wasting My Hate


        Ain't gonna waste my hate

        Ain't gonna waste my hate on you

        I think I'll keep it for myself

        

        Ain't gonna kill no more

        Ain't got the time to help you score

        I think it's time you pleased yourself

        Yourself

        

        Doing dead

        I would do in the same

        A smile to you

        

        Don't waste

        Waste your breath

        Now I will waste my hate on you

        Waste my hate on you

        

        And I think your working now

        You think enough to even raise the brow

        And to life that tip that you belong

        Come on

        

        When I see my hate I see my feet

        I feel that blood that pumps in me

        Where the hell's my mind

        Don't know

        Don't know now

        

        Doing dead

        I would do in the same

        A smile to you

        

        Don't waste

        Waste your breath

        Now I will waste my hate on you

        Waste my hate on you

        

        Then I'll keep it for myself

        Hate

        

        Ain't gonna waste my hate

        But I don't clean it when they say

        Better to give then to receive

        

        Ain't gonna waste my hate

        Ain't got time to waste my hate on you

        I think I'll keep it all for myself

        For myself

        

        Doing dead

        I would do in the same

        A smile to you

        

        Don't waste

        Waste your breath

        Now I will waste my hate on you

        Waste my hate on you

        

        Think I'll keep it for myself

        Yeah

        

        Hate

Mama Said


        Mama, she has taught me well

        Told me when I was young

        "Son, your life's an open book

        Don't close it 'fore its done"

        "The brightest flame burns quickest"

        That's what I heard her say

        A son's heart sowed to mother

        But I must find my way

        

        Let my heart go

        Let your son grow

        Mama, let my heart go

        Let this heart be still

        Yeah, still

        

        Rebel, mind your last name

        Wild blood in my veins

        They bring strings around my neck

        The mark that still remains

        Left home at an early age

        Of what I heard was wrong

        I never asked forgiveness

        But what is said is done

        

        Let my heart go

        Let your son grow

        Mama, let my heart go

        Let this heart be still

        

        Never I ask of you

        But never I gave

        But you gave me your emptiness that I'll take to my grave

        Never I ask of you

        But never I gave

        But you gave me your emptiness that I'll take to my grave

        So let this heart be still

        

        Mama, now I'm coming home

        I'm not all you wished of me

        A mother's love for her son

        Spoken, help me be

        I took your love for granted

        Not a thing you said to me

        I needed your arms to welcome me

        But, a cold stone's all I see

        

        Let my heart go

        Let your son grow

        Mama, let my heart go

        Let this heart be still

        

        Let my heart go

        Mama, let my heart go

        You never let my heart go

        So let this heart be still

        

        Never I ask of you

        But never I gave

        But you gave me your emptiness that I'll take to my grave

        Never I ask of you

        But never I gave

        But you gave me your emptiness that I'll take to my grave

        Let this heart be still

Thorn Within


        Forgive me father

        For I have sinned

        Find me guilty of the life I feel within

        

        When I'm branded

        This mark of shame

        So I look down disgraced for saying I know that you must feel

        

        I am, I am the secret

        I am, I am the sin

        I am, I am the guilty

        And I, I am the thorn within

        

        Forgive me father

        For I have sinned

        Find me guilty with true guilt that's from within

        

        So point your fingers

        Point right at me

        For I am shadows and will follow you whatever see my way

        

        I am, I am the secret

        I am, I am the sin

        I am, I am the guilty

        And I, I am the thorn within

        

        I do your time 

        I take your fall

        I'm branded guilty for a soul

        

        So point your fingers

        Point right at me

        For I am shadows and will follow you whatever see my way

        

        I am, I am your secrets

        I am, I am your sin

        I am, I am your guilty

        And I, I am the thorn within

        I am the thorn within

Ronnie


        Stories taught

        Quiet town

        Small time for big time crowd

        Never talks

        Never plays

        Different path

        Lost his way

        

        The streets are red

        Red I'm afraid

        There's no confetti

        No parade

        Nothing happens in this boring place

        But oh my god how it all dismays

        And they all pray

        Blood stain wash away

        

        He said

        "Lost my way

        This bloody day

        Lost my way"

        

        I heard it

        He said

        "Lost my way

        This bloody day

        Lost my way"

        Oh please wash away

        But blood stains the sun red today

        

        I always said

        Something wrong

        Little strange

        All day long

        Never laugh

        Never smile

        Talked alone for miles and miles and miles…

        

        Yellow comes

        Sun I say

        Keep your smile and laugh all day

        He falls again in this foreign place

        For little boys how they do chase

        And they all pray

        Blood stain wash away

        

        He said

        "Lost my way

        This bloody day

        Lost my way"

        

        I heard it

        He said

        "Lost my way

        This bloody day

        Lost my way"

        Oh please wash away

        But blood stains the sun red today

        

        (Spoken)

        Yeah, well all the green things died

        When Ronnie moved to this place

        He said 

        "Don't you dare ask

        Why I'm cursed to wear this face"

        I know why the children called him Ronnie frown

        When he pulled that gun from his pocket

        They all fall down down down…

        

        He said

        "Lost my way

        This bloody day

        Lost my way" 

        

        I heard it

        He screamed

        "Lost my way

        This bloody day 

        Lost my way"

        Oh please wash away

        But blood stains the sun red today

        

        All things wash away

        They all fall down

        But blood stains the sun today

        

        All things wash away

        They all fall down

        But blood stains the sun today

The Outlaw Torn


        You know I wait my whole lifetime for you

        

        I ride the dirt I ride the tide for you

        I search the outside search inside for you

        To take back what you left me

        I know I'll always burn to be

        No one seeks so I may find

        And now I wait my whole lifetime

        My whole lifetime

        

        So on I wait my whole lifetime for you

        So on I wait my whole lifetime for you

        

        The more I search the more my need for you

        The more I blast the more I bleed for you

        You make me smash the clock and feel

        I'd rather die behind the wheel

        Time was never on my side 

        So on I wait my whole lifetime

        My whole lifetime

        

        And I'm torn

        And if I close my mind in fear

        Please pry it open

        And if my face becomes sincere

        Beware

        And when I start to come undone

        Stitch me together

        And when you see me stretched remind me of what left this outlaw torn

        

        And if I close my mind in fear

        Please pry it open 

        And if my face becomes sincere

        Beware

        And when I start to come undone

        Stitch me together

        And when you see me stretched remind me of what left this outlaw torn