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BLIND

Are you ready?
This place inside my mind a place I like to hide
you don't know the chances what if I should die?
a place inside my brain another kind of pain
you don't know the chances I'm so blind.

Another place I'll find, escape to pain inside
you don't know the chances what if I should die?
a place inside my brain another kind of pain
you don't know the chances I'm so blind.

Deeper, deeper, deeper is all I'm turning
to living a life that seems to be, a lost reality
I can never find a way to reach my
inner self esteem is low, how deep can I go in
the ground that I lay if I don't find a way to
sleep in the grave I crowd my mind this time I
looked to see what's realized.

I can see, I can see I'm going blind.(x12)

I'm blind.(x4)

BALL TONGUE

There you are alone with no hope of ever having
something to be proud of something earned
without begging yes, I know you're the person,
the person close to me. Who do think you are?
What more do you want from me?

Ball Tongue!

Why are you at home buried in your self pity?
Why do you insist on making a mockery out of me?
Yes, I know you're the person the person that
took time with me.
Does it give you the right 
to expect your life revolves around me?

Ball Tongue!

You were my problem. Where does our friendship end?(x3)
You were my problem... I'm not gonna give in
(x2)

How can you fucking doubt me? But not again...

Ball Tongue!

NEED TO

I, I'm confused fighting myself wanting to
give in needing your help, skin cold with fear
feel it when we touch, outside I know you but
inside I'm fucked.

Can you see in me? Skin cold from touch, each
day confronted with what I have done, you pull
me closer I push you away, you tell me it's
okay, I can't help but feel the pain.

I hate you. Why are you taken?
I loved you. Why feel so helpless?
Why's it you?
Ripping my insides each time I'm with you.
Why do I cry? Why do I really need to?

Why?(x4) Fuck you bitch 

Hate to, need to, hate to... 
Fuck...

I hate you. Why are you taken? 
I loved you. Why feel so helpless?
Why's it you?
Ripping my insides each time I'm with you.
Why do I try? Why do I fucking need to?

Fuck...Slut

CLOWN

Anger inside, comes within my play, why you hit me?
What have I done? You tried to hit me.

Scream at me, and if you like, throw your hate
at me with all your might, hit me because I'm
strange, hit me, tell me I'm a pussy and you're
harder than me. 
What's with you boy? Think hard 
a tattooed body to hide who you are.
Scared to be honest, be yourself 
a cowardly man.

I don't wander round, trying to be what's not
within me, look into my eyes, I am free, you're
just a wanna be.

Scream at me, and if you like, throw your hate
at me with all your might, hit me because I'm
strange, hit me, tell me I'm a pussy and you're
harder than me. 
What's with you boy? Think hard 
a tattooed body to hide who you are.
Scared to be honest, be yourself 
a cowardly man.
...to come out.

Hit me clown because I'm not from your town now
hit me clown. (x4)

Clown you ain't shit, turn around watch your face bleed.
Clown you ain't shit, turn around get your face split.
Hell you ain't shit, turn around watch your face bleed.
Hell you ain't shit, turn around get your face split.

Turn at me, and if you like, throw your hate
at me with all your might, hit me because I'm
strange, hit me, tell me I'm a pussy and you're
harder than me. 
What's with you boy? Think hard 
a tattooed body to hide who you are.
Scared to be honest, be yourself 
a cowardly man.

Just a fuckin' with you
I'm just a fuckin' with you...

DIVINE

I hide only to defy you, take away the only life inside you,
I'll see your face through everyone, 
inside I'm just begun.

You think I'm out to scare you? I'm only out to
prepare you, for when you stop and turn around
your body's going down.

You're gonna waste your time.
Your life will soon be mine.
You're definitely one of a kind.
You're suffering because of me, it's divine.

Tell me, why you never liked me? 
Tell me, watch as you fight me.
Bold and I wait for the perfect time 
to take what's rightfully mine.
You pave the dumb, that don't bother me, You say
your dumb that to defy me, You weigh your dumb
on anyone, Oh well

You're gonna waste your time.
Your life will soon be mine.
You're definitely one of a kind.
You're suffering because of me, it's divine.

Know what? Fuck you, I'm fed up with you. I'm
not as good as you? Fuck no, I'm better than you
(x8)

You're gonna waste your time.
Your life will soon be mine.
You're definitely one of a kind.
You're suffering because of me, it's divine.

Did you really think you'd beat me at my own game?
You tried, you see what you got, me ripping at your brain

FAGET

Here I am different in this normal world, Why do
you tease me make me feel absurd?, walking
stereotypes feeding their heads, I am ugly
please just go away.

I can see inside you fine, this blessing in
disguise, Why do you treat me this way?, make the
hate stay?

I sound like I can never see no escape, all the
laughing all the pain, if you were around me
what would you do?, nothing probably you'd just
go away.

I can see inside you fine, this blessing in
disguise, Why do you treat me this way?, make the
hate stay?

Faget (x3)

Here I am different in this normal world, Why do
you tease me make me feel absurd?, walking
stereotypes feeding their heads, I am ugly
please just go away.

I can see inside you fine, this blessing in
disguise, Why do you treat me this way?, make the
hate stay?

Faget

I'm just a pretty boy, whatever you call it,
you wouldn't know a real man if you saw it, 
it keeps going on, day after day son,
you fake. You don't want none, 
I'm sick and tired of people treatingme this way everyday
who gives a fuck, right now I got something to say:
To all the people that think I'm strange, that I
should be out of here, locked up in a cage,
you don't know what the hell I fuck now anyway,
you got this pretty boy feelin' like I'm enslaved
to a world that never appreciated shit,
you can suck my dick and fucking like it.

Hear my gun but he has a body mighty any say.
Hear my gun but he has a body mighty anyway.
Hear my gun but he has a body mighty going to say.
Hear my gun but he has a body mighty anyway.

Hear my gun but he has a body mighty any say.
Hear my gun but he has a body mighty going to waste.
Hear my gun but he has a body mighty going to say.
Hear my gun but he has a body mighty anyway.

I'm just a pretty boy - I'm not supposed to fuck a girl.
I'm just a pretty boy - Living in this fucked up world.
(x2)

All my life, who am I?...
All my life

I'm just a faget.(x3)
I'm a faget.
I'm not a faget. Or am I?(x3)

You motherfuckin' queers

SHOOTS AND LADDERS

Ring a round the rosies,
pocket full of posies,
ashes, ashes, we all fall down.

Nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head, into
my childhood, they're spoon fed, hidden violence
revealed, darkness that seems real, look at the
pages that cause all this evil.

One, Two, buckle my shoe.
Three, Four, shut the door.
Five, Six, pick up sticks.
Seven, Eight, lay them straight

London Bridge is falling down, falling down,
falling down.
London Bridge is falling down my fair lady.

Nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head, into
my childhood, they're spoon fed, hidden violence
revealed, darkness that seems real, look at the
pages that cause all this evil.

Knick knack paddywhack, give a dog a bone.
This old man came rolling home.(x6)

Mary had a little lamb, it's fleece was white as snow...

Ring a round the rosies,
pocket full of posies,
ashes, ashes, we all fall down.

Nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head, into
my childhood, they're spoon fed, hidden violence
revealed, darkness that seems real, look at the
pages that cause all this evil.

Knick-knack paddywhack, give a dog a bone.

PREDICTABLE

I can't in every way, mistake the pain I feel
inside, It comes at me, evil thoughts is
creeping through my mind, for you to see that I
can't speak what's on my mind, it runs away
it's so predictable.

I can in every way, feel the strength that
tingles up inside, too blind to see, emptiness
and sorrow of their lives, you run away, to the
cover of their pointless ties, you axe me 
it's so predictable.

I'm gonna try, I'm gonna die, I'm gonna try.

Another day, silence overwhelms my mind, who's
to say if I have the time or why should I pray
for all the hate to go away? Another day, I can
never break free.

You wait for me, I crawl up to you, another day,
I'll live forever.

Why should I?

I'm gonna try, I'm gonna die, I'm gonna try...

FAKE

I can't stand the sight of you, I can't stand what
you put me through, your life's a lie, that you
hide, is it that terrible being you inside? I
can't stand all the thought of you, I can't
stand all the things you do, why do you try, to
justify? you are just too scared to be you
inside

Let it all go.

Look at you, all I see is a man too afraid to really be.

I can't stand what you put me through, I can't
stand even the thought of you, your secret lies,
that you hide, is it that terrible being you
inside?

Let it all go...

Look at you, all I see is a man too afraid to really be...

You try so hard to be wanted, false emotions
tells you fronted, I think being a person relies
on one thing, be yourself, let you come through,
you're too afraid to really be someone who isn't
false and doesn't care to be, you're too afraid
to really be, be yourself let you come through.

Fake
Let it all go...

LIES

I like to search inside for the things that you
will hide, What's the problem? Can't you seem to
set loose the problems that haunt and taunt you?

I smile while you're afraid, you run while your
soul pays.

Do you ever see outside your fields? Thinking
about your life, Thinking about your inner fears.

I like to search inside for the things that you
will hide, What's the problem? Can't you seem to
open your body and let me touch you?

Do you ever see outside your fields? Thinking
about your life, Thinking about your inner fears.

I want you to see, master of disguise, for all
the things that hurt you, of all these useless
lies, I want you to fear, fill you on up inside,
once I'd took you in, I'd throw you out instead.

I try. You win. My life is ripping your heart
and destroying my pain.

Do you ever see outside your fields? Thinking
about your life, Thinking about your inner fears...

HELMET IN THE BUSH

Hello? Esta Caco? El es Caco? Eh, you know,
you fuckin' call me el Caco? OK?

I keep asking what's your lie? it is disturbing,
it squeezes mine, days keep passing, one notch
at a time, I don't feel right, please god let me
sleep tonight.

Every day confronted. fuck off, it's giving in.
I just wanna know why?

Want to give it up but I can't escape.

I keep asking, can you please try, it is haunting,
this tin stone mine, days keep passing, line after
line, I don't feel right, please god don't let me
die tonight.(x4)

Every day confronted, fuck off, it's giving in.
I just wanna know why?

Want to give it up but I can't escape.(x4)

Please god.(x2)

Please god help me. Please god free me.
Please god save me from my painful situation.

Please god help me. Please god free me.
Please god save me from my painful situation.

Want to give it up, no I can't escape...

DADDY

Mother, please forgive me, I just had to get out
all my pain and suffering, now that I am done,
remember I will always love you, I'm your son.

Little child, looking so pretty, come out and
play, I'll be your daddy, innocent child,
looking so sweet, rape your mind, and now your
flesh I reap

You raped, I feel dirty, it hurt, as a child,
tied down, that's a good boy, and fuck, your
own child, I scream, no one hears me, it hurt,
not a lot, my god, saw you watch, mommy why?
your own child.

Little child, looking so pretty, come out and
play, I'll be your Daddy

You raped, I feel dirty, it hurt, as a child,
tied down, that's a good boy, and fuck, your
own child, I scream, no one hears me, it hurt,
not a lot, my god, saw you watch, mommy why?
your own child.

It's alright

I didn't touch you there, Mommy said she
didn't care.
I didn't touch you there, that's why Momma
stopped and stared.

Innocent child, looking so sweet. Rape your
mind, and now your flesh I reap.

You raped, I feel dirty, it hurt, as a child,
tied down, that's a good boy, and fuck, your
own child, I scream, no one hears me, it hurt,
not a lot, my god, saw you watch, mommy why?
your own child.

You raped, I feel dirty, it hurt, not a lot,
my god, saw you watch, daddy why? your own child,
you scream, no one hears me, it hurt, not a lot,
my god, saw you watch, mommy why? your own child.
(x2)

SEAN OLSON

Watch your lie.

Warm lips and big smile, as me your mind runs
wild, this game you play I like in a way,
you expect to grab a child ...grab a child,
you think I'm innocent not wild,
take me let's see how much I'm tamed.

Everybody listen while I become all I know, how
to live for sure body wall into my precious
soul, I'll show you fears, pleasure pain is my
control, let your body lay in there, warm flesh
to your fear.

Warm lips and big smile, hatred runs through
your insides, this game you play intimidation each day,
you think its all a lie ...all a lie,
they want to destroy your life,
anger twisted your life into pain

I wish I could take control
I wish I could let go
I wish I could break this mould
Inside I'm so fuckin' cold

I'm comin', I'm comin', I'm comin' on you (x4)

Warm lips and big smile, as me your mind runs
wild, this game we play I like in a way,
you expect to grab a child ...grab a child,
you think I'm innocent not wild,
take me let's see how much I'm tamed.

Everybody listen while I become all I know, how
to live for sure body wall into my precious
soul, I'll show you fears, pleasure pain is my
control, let your body lay in there, warm flesh
to your fear.

I wish I could lose control
I wish I could let go
I wish I could break this mould
Inside I'm so fuckin' cold

Weapons inside so the truth unfolds.

I am done
That was so fun
This one's real
How'd it feel?

What's comin', what's comin', what's comin' on you? (x4)

I'm comin', I'm comin', I'm comin' on you (x4)