These days seem to never end.
"Time flies when you're having fun,"
But what happens when you're not?
Drowning in music, ER reruns, and
chocolate easter eggs
retreived only yesterday from their hiding places
in his apartment.
Him - the only thing on the mind, encompassing
all thought, all emotion, all passion.
Drained - longing for more time. It's always wonderful.
It's never enough.
"Never start a long distance relationship."
"You'll get your heart broken."
"It can't last."
Shows how much they know -
defied all odds.
Thoughts of his arms, his voice, his touch.
The comfort of togetherness -
all that really matters.
Separation hurts, like a flaming hot knife.
Seeing him releives, comforts, cures...
yet separation is once again inevitable,
the cycle begins again.
Nothing could be more worth it...

April 2001