I've been a little raver kid for about 7 years now, and I must say that I'm rather disappointed at what the scene has become. The rave scene was created on an island off the coast of Spain with the concepts of peace and unity in mind. Now, the rave scene is based on how many drugs can one possibly consume in one night. This saddens me. When I go to a rave, I am one of the oldest kids there. That's because most of the other kids of my generation have given up. Hopefully someday the scene will return to how it was intended to be. I'd really like my children to witness that.

Yeah so now I'm getting old and haven't been to a party in quite a few years. I wouldn't mind going to one now and then if I was able to think that the scene had come upon any improvements in the past few years, which unfortunately, I don't think it has.

As far as a physical description goes, that's kinda a hard thing to do. I try and change my appearance as often as I can (especially my hair) just to keep myself entertained. Naturally, my hair is dark brown, but I've been bleaching it for about 3 years now (the color shows up better when I dye it that way). My favorite color to have my hair is bright purple, so that is how I'm most often seen. I currently have 11 piercings (left nostril, septum, lower lip (middle), tongue, ears (x4), belly button, and both nipples) but I take them out and get new ones pretty often. I'm about 5'7" and weigh around 125, but that flucuates too depending on my monetary situation and how often I'm able to afford food. Here's some pictures of me over the course of a couple years to give you a better idea.

Ok, all that was true up until December of 1998 when all my hair fell out from overuse of bleach. So now I have short brown hair. Oh well. My piercings are also slowly being removed, both for personal and job related reasons. Right now I have my tounge, belly, septum, left nostril and my ears still pierced.

And all that was true for awhile. Now my hair has grown back to almost waist-length. I still have my left nostril, septum, belly button, ears (x6) and tongue (now x2) pierced and I seem to do just fine job-wise.

Currently I work as a Child Protective Service worker (aka baby stealin nazi, aka bitch). Most people hate me. My thoughts on that are, if you think that saving kids from abuse is wrong, then you must be one of the nasty people I deal with on a daily basis. Whatever.

That's really all I can think of for now. If you have any other questions that you're dying to know the answer to, you can reach me via email.