First and foremost is My Mommy. This is a person without who I would not be here today (obviously). She is the only one who knows EVERYTHING that I have done (and do) and still loves me unconditionally. Without her respect I could not continue on my way in this world. She means more to me than I could ever express. I love you Mom.

Recently, my family grew by a few members. My brother Justin, married Shalaine, who has a son Kelby. Together they have Jai. As a whole, they are a gorgeous little family, and I wish them only the best.

Matt is a kid I love more than I can even begin to explain. Soon, we will get the fuck out of Arizona and head into beautiful lands of good pot and tall trees (Ok, so Matt already left me, fuckin punk. I will join you soon, I promise!!!). I tell Matt everything (probably more than he wants to hear) and he still loves me. He's also the only one that's ever gotten me to look trendy. He doesn't really like when I fart on his head though.....

Melissa.....damn girl! could shit possibly get any crazier when the two of us leave the house together??? i think its cool as shit that i finally met a chick i can kick it with and not have her be all stupid. so the next time you're feelin like gettin naked for some free sex toys give me a call!!! mad love to ya girlie.

Jordan.....ok, so you're only 19 months old. that doesn't mean that we don't love the shit outta you!!!!! Jordan is the cutest baby EVER and with all the surrogate parents he has floating around out here will never lack attention and love.

Branden......finally i get to say i have a hot firefighter friend!!! hahaha! over the years i think we've been through just about every stage of a relationship that two people can have and have managed to come out with a complete love and understanding for the other. you're such a wonderful individual and you know that you always are in my heart. i've told you for years that life without you just isn't the same, and that remains true. i love you branden, here's to another 10 years.......this is an essay that branden wrote years ago that i'm sure he'd be embarrassed to know is on here. heh.

Ben.....against all odds, we developed an amazing friendship. you're someone i've known for years, yet only within the past few have become close to. i cherish what we have managed to achieve, and i only wish that life brings you positive changes. you know i send you my love. true freedom awaits you.

Scott is one of the sweetest guys that I know, he just needs to stop drinking so damn much. Thanks to Arizona's TASC for that shit. He also needs to stop convincing me to do evil little things when he knows I've had too much to drink. However I do seem to be able to get ya back pretty well. Ha. Love ya Scott......take me out for sushi again. =)

Once upon a time I had this friend Mike. He was a cool little guy, and used to talk with me about things like reincarnation and astronomy. Then he had to move back to Colorado. Now I miss him. I love you Mike, hopefully our next lives are on the same planet too.

It's BODI BIIIIIIIIAAAATCH!!!!! The night I met Bodi we knew we were destined to be close. And the day he cried in my lap we knew it was my job to keep him sane. Shit boy, I'm fuckin tryin, but we both know it ain't easy! =) I've never had a secret admirer that I loved this much, and when we're on Jeopardy rippin shit up all those people who told us we'd never do it are gonna piss their pants. Mad love to ya.

Alan....my craziest yet most intelligent friend. This is a boy that has always been destined to be a part of my life. From the moment in the elevator ("hey who'd you get your acid from") to studying romantic poetry together, you just always seem to be there at the right times. You're amazing Alan, you just need to come over and hang out with me more. Love you.