6-23-99 Wow, the movie Hackers is really frickin good. I love guys that spell the name Jonny without an h. And like I said, Anjelina Jolie is my hero. It would be fun to be a hacker. I'm nearly computer illiterate, tho. I know just enuf to get this website by, y'know? I mean, when i started this website, i didn't even know what html was! I was like "huh? What a href? Duh-huh". I discovered the coolest store. It's called Zakka. Everything in the store costs 99 cents or less. And it's got all this really cool glassware. I'm in love. it is my mecca or something. This is so funny. My friend was talking on the phone to this guy friend of hers when I was sleeping over with her at another friends house, and we were all hyper, so we were trying to convince him we were making a porn video, just for fun. Well, i was being really crazy and not at all like myself. So later my friend is talking to this guy and tells him, "y'know, Sarah isn't really like that", and one thing lead to another, and now they have a 1 thousand dollar bet that the first time I meet him he could get me naked. Well, me friend is going to be a thou richer, i can tell you that. This should be interesting.

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okay now i'm just depressed. I was just at my friend's site, reading his journal thing. Of course, he spent two entries talking about how much he loves his girlfriend. It makes me ill sometimes. I mean, jeezus fucking christ, why do some people have all the luck? I sit here wondering if I'll ever run into some who (god forbid) likes me as much as I like them, and my friend has guys falling all over her. As soon as she breaks it off with one guy, another is standing in line, oh-so-patiently waiting his turn to wait on her hand and fucking foot. It makes me want to vomit.