I got a very unexpected phone call today. Not unwanted, of course...just surprising. Very pleasant, actually. Thank you.
I have been so fried lately. I think I'm going to quit my job. When i reread my entries and saw the glowing report i had of my new workplace just a few weeks ago, I laughed, The place is fucked up. Something is always broken. The management is stupid. And I don't get paid enough for all the crap I go through. Anyway, I just don't have time to work on the weekends. Frankly, I don't have the will power to keep on my homework that dilligently. So I'm not perfect. deal.
You know what my biggest problem is? Kelsen and I have decided I must have a combination of subconcious clairvoyance and fear of commitment. Subconciously, unbeknownest to me, I have clairvoyancy. I can tell when a guy either lives far away or is gay. Then, my subconcious fear of commitment kicks in, and I instantly like him, because I know (subconciously) that I can never have him. That is how, over my 17 years, I have fallen for 5 gay guys, and 6 guys who live far away. My life sux, la la la la!!!!!