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^ isn't she the sexiest smoke-suckin' FOB you've ever seen?

ataris - in this diary
Here in this diary,
I write you visions of my summer.
It was the best I ever had.
There were choruses and sing-alongs,
and that unspoken feeling
of knowing that right now is all that matters.
All the nights we stayed up talking
and listening to 80's songs;
quoting lines from all those movies that we love.
It still brings a smile to my face.
I guess when it comes down to it...

Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up:
These are the best days of our lives.
The only thing that matters
is just following your heart
and eventually you'll finally get it right.

Breaking into hotel swimming pools,
and wreaking havoc on our world.
Hanging out at truck stops just to pass the time.
The black top's singing me to sleep.
Lighting fireworks in parking lots,
illuminate the blackest nights.
Cherry cokes under this moonlit summer sky.
2015 Riverside, it's time to say, "goodbye."
Get on the bus, it's time to go.

Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up:
These are the best days of our lives.
The only thing that matters
is just following your heart,
and eventually you'll finally get it right.

NEW PICTURES!

oO lala sexy bitches;)

New Pictures>>> Iono what I should classify them as...

May 2003
Taurus
April 20 - May 20
 
You'll crave deep, soul-searching conversations with friends about the meaning of life. (haven't had that craving yet.. lol) don't feel dejected if they're not in the mood to deal with your newfound intensity. express what's going on in your journal on the 13th

If you're single: Since you're so serious lately, you want someone who hasn't seen Dumb & Dumberer 50 times. You need a capricorn.

If you're hooked up: Worried because you feel different from one another? Relax--it wouldbe boring if you were dating a clone of yourself.

Lucky days: 6, 14, 22

likes
chocolate
shopping
sound of crunchy leaves being crushed underneath my weight (muwah-haha! die leaves die! :P)
pale/olive green
deep brown
pale pink
forest green paired with pink
sparkly things :P
big fresh pretzels w/ lemonade (auntie anne's!!)
clean white sheets
adam sandler movies
hot cider
lime ade
getting a new magazine every month
dried flowers
go carts
and last but definitely not least, josh hartnett ;)
music likes
alt. rock
ska
incubus
no doubt
hellogoodbye (it's what you're listening to.)
other not so important bands
a lil bit of r&b
loves
friends
family
bruschettas (yum!)
and YOU! =D
dislikes
nina
people who hate for no reason
backstabbers
liars
bad tanlines
shorts ('specially our dance-shorts!!)



My Vague Diary
July 13th--tomorrow i hafta leave for dance camp at UCSB. i really need to clean my room and start packing for tomorrow. i heard that i might get my own cabin! cross your fingers!! July 12th--dance picnic; tonight there's gonna be a bonfire, but i had to cancel cuz Co Helen is getting married to Hung. i didn't do anything but watch my dad get drunk and start freak dancing w/ my other uncles. Alkaline Trio - Stupid Kid July 11th--went to SCP with Annie & Jess was there with her aunt. (yay!) Annie got stuck in a size S jacket @ abercrombie and i ran into a step-ladder... good times.. July 7th--today i planned to go to Jess' house and see Kevin's newfound blonde-ness. but @ dance practice they had us do a scavenger hunt.. which lead to cars which took us to Rebecca Hines' house to go swimming... & i kinda forgot my phone so i couldn't call Jess.. i'm sorry honey!!! so now i'm @ Will's house & it's about 4. hopefully we can get to the movies or to her house or just get her here. that would be fun :D July 6th--got back from Catalina Island today. OMG the "cabin-tents" sucked ass!! hugee ass spiders were crawling in and out like it was nothin!! diana found 2 bungungous striped ones in her dickies. hahahha!! the fireworks here last for half an hour... & i realized that i really like fireworks, :D catalina = fun; camping = not fun. catalina + camping = an okay way to spend 4th of july weekend. July 3rd--went to Jess' house and she taught me how to make a bomb out of empty bottles, piccolo pete's, grocery bag,s and an exacto-knife!! hehehe (arts & crafts w/ jess is always fun!) her bros and others set off a shitload of small fireworks during the day, too bad i won't be able to come back tomorrow :( also got to drive a lil, fun! can't wait until June of 2004. June 28th--the carwash was today, i got this disgustingly huge tanline!!! stupid dance tanktop!! June 27--finally went to la playa!! no tanlines (whoo hoo!) then went to the block. found out that jess is here from MA for 3 weeks :D June 26th--check it out... me gusta hellgoodbye! btw, this song is so sweet :) June 19th--mile sq. bball =D and then pizza & movies @ viv's house. heheh fun! June 15th--jess, tiff d., tiff v., james, jenn, & dana showed up @ my house while i was taking my nap. thnx guys for the warning!! hope you liked seein me in my sexy boxers and oversized t-shirt ;) afterwards... SCP & movies June 16th--first day of practice! fun but tiring. had to run all around FVHS' block. >:O that's like.. 2 mi.! turns out we gotta do that at the beginning of every practice... oh fun. going to ikea w/ Will, Heather & JP now. June 13th--was suppose to go to tiff's bbq today, but i didn't know where it was so i didn't go. had dinner w/ jon & his cousin at nataly's padres' restaurant Tai Buu, pretty good, especially cuz it was free. luv ya nat ;) after that jon's cuz dropped us off at metro and we watched 2.17 movies =P fun. June 8th--went to the park w/ josie. we took tanya & toby (our dogs) heheh they had so much fun! now it's time to study for finals... June 7th--went to the movies w/ patty, and stuff. lol i'm gonna miss u soo much when you leave for UCR!! =( June 6th--g'bye patty!! =( bye al!! bye seniors i don't know!! June 2nd--got my yearbook with Nataly today, lol i never realized that there were so many hot seniors. =P and i found out the name of that one super hot junior. lol he's sooo cute... (sigh) i'll never get the guts to talk to him, but that doesn't matter! hehehe May 28th--in rm306's comp. lab rightnow. dano's got fuzzy hair. hehe. later on i'm going w/ sammy to her house to get stuff. then to willie's house to do stuff. May 15th--going to the mall after school to tape the spanish axe commercial, lol *yay i get to go to the mall on a thursday! the matrix comes out today. i wanna see it! that, and bruce almighty!! lol May 14th--so sick... i missed out on making the script for our axe commercial w/ sammy, jessica & jason =( being sick sux. gonna go lie down before my head explodes all over the screen. May 12th--@ 5:30am i was woken up by Jenn, an outgoing member of dance team '03. turns out all the new dance team members were kidnapped by the senior dance people and brought to denny's for a 'congratulations breakfast'. well... most of the people i know got sick from that breakfast, lol i got kinda queezy. denny's food is kinda sick... very sick. jessica bought me a happy bunny t-shirt and bought willie 2 stuffed ducks!! thanx sweetie!! you're always thinking about us =) we'll get u back. (evil laughter fades...) May 11th--HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MOM~! love u =D she loved the spice rack, and i think me anh liked it too, hehe so happy, andrew and i did something right! May 9th--renee gave me a good-luck lollipop, lol how sweet of her! i screwed up like crazy at dance team auditions. still made the team though! lol May 6th--during tutoring johnny took andrew and me to linens'n'things to buy a mommy's day present for my momm =D i think she'll like it. we got her a spice rack with spices! hehe May 1st--Happy birthday to me! jess got me a mini-fridge and a cake!! holy crap dearest, that's too expensive!! johnny got me a $25 gift card to PacSun (thnx jimmy!) catherine & willie got me happy bunny patches and a wristband, and a happy-tree-friends DVD!! lol thanks you guys! freakin hilarious stuff =P i got 4 DTs for accidently dropping the cake jessica got for me =( i'm sorry... anyhow, got a lot of work to do, what a fun bday... April 22nd--Right now it's 4th per. and I'm sitting in the school library. I was excused by Ms. B. (she rox!!) Saw Andrew today, he was talking to Anna so I left him alone. Jessica gave me a green & white stripey collered shirt!! Thanks hun, nice to know someone was thinking about me =) I checked my Eng. grade. Up to a 74.7!! & it's only been a few Whoo-hoo! At this rate I'll have a B+/A- by the end of 4th quarter =D! April 21st--I haven't seen Andrew all day which is weird because it's the first day back after a week long vacation. This is odd. After school I went to Nataly's house to work on the dance, but we didn't get much done, but what we made up is just enough to teach for tomorrow. Talked to Cody today and he says I don't deserve this. Thnx for being here buttface =) April 17th--I redid my site today, hope you all like it! Recent information... umm.. I'm seeing Andrew Nguyen and some of my grades are really crappy: Eng.69.8; Geom.72; Sci.89(last i checked); CeramicsA; Span.96; Dance99 (easiest class ever!!). Arghh... I kicked myself for not doing the extra credit.. 0.2% away from a C!!!  April 16th--HAPPY 17th BDAY TRAMBO!!! Disneyland was so fun! I went with Annie, Willie, Tiffany, and Raymond. Willie's friend, Minh, got us free tickets for Annie, Tiff & Ray =D yeah he's nice. Had an interesting day and a little kid grabbed my butt!!! and to top it off, his mom yelled, "You wish!" after i said to Annie, "OMG that little kid grabbed my ass!" April 15th--HAPPY 11th BIRTHDAY JOSIE!!!

Special Thanks....es?
Vickie, Dave, and Uncle Huy thanks for giving me advice for everything from boyfriends, to style, to legal, and being there for me through all my trials. i feel so lucky to have you three in my life. these people make me feel like i have 5 parents, which more than anyone needs but it makes me feel special. =D Andrew is my favorite brother of all time =D you and me always together, forever... kinda depressing, heheh jk love ya bro. Catherine i know we always tease you about being w/ steven, lol we're just kidding and we're glad he makes you happy :) William cousins/twins for life.  Jessica Nguyen i love you, you're my best friend and i could wish for nothing more. Cody Pettrow when everyone turned their backs on me, you were there. when i was alone, you came and kept me company. thanks a lot =) btw.. transfer to FVHS!! Mommy you made me Daddy you were there too. josie you're a big girl now =) don't be too mean, ;P

People I Don't Hate Much
Annie Le you're so pretty :) and this time i mean it! & not in that way. "BKC fo' lyph!" RUN! it's the poe-lease! JJA ;) Vivian yo gangstuh. try not to get into too much trouble now. Nam is my wife. so is viv. lol what happened to monogamy? Annie Tran hey neighbor :D Dana dog eater!!! Julie you were the only thing i missed from PE!!! we need to get a class together next year :P Tiffany D hey lezbo~! it's always fun when tiffy's there! Mary you are so cute!!! Andrew hey you =D Patrick have a good time at UCR. "now i know there's gonna be a lot of hot babes in college, but remember, there's a lot to learn too." Rebecca you make me look bad in dance Nataly disneyland = fun :D heeeyyy does this mean you get free churros?! Javier hello :D Dano mah goodness ch'ald! you're so tall. wth do you eat? Ken i didn't mean to grope you :( i'm sorry

Dates I Need to Remember...
XHeather's Bday--Jan. 5th
XAnnie's Bday--Jan. 8th
XDad's Bday--Jan. 30th
XAndrew's Bday--Feb. 11th
XMom's Bday--Feb. 15th
XJulie's Bday--Mar. 12th
XJosie's Bday--Apr. 15th
XMy Bday--May 1st
XMommy's Day--May 11th
XSammy's Bday--May 15th
XDance Banquet--May 18th
XLast day of my freshmen year--June 12th
XDaddy's Day--May 15th
XPatty's Bday--June 18th
XDon Giavonni Opera--June 20th
XBa Ut's Bday--June 29th
XCatalina Island--July 4th
XDance Picnic--July 12th
XHelen+Hung get hitched (tongue twister!)--July 12th
_Dance Camp @ UCSB--July 14th-18th
_Josh Hartnett's Bday--July 21st
_Jenn Ma's Bday--July 26th
_FV Girls' Picture Day--July 26th
_Vicki's Bday--July 29th
_2 weeks: Oregon/Canada--Aug. 2nd
_Lisa's Bday--Aug. 7th
_Andrew Q's Bday--Aug. 11th
_Jessica's Bday--Sept. 3rd
_Will's Bday--Sept. 5th
_Jon's Bday--Sept. 6th
_Cat's Bday--Sept. 28th
_First Day of my Sopho. Year--Sept. ??
_Cody's Bday--Oct. 1st
_Tiff's Bday--Oct. 18th
_Viv's Bday--Oct. 26th
_Uncle Huy's Bday--Nov. 28th
_Dano's Bday--Dec. 5th
_Gramma's Bday--Dec. 6th
_XMAS!--Dec. 25th

I got bored and took a buncha online quizzes =P and here are the results of the ones I took. lol i figure it'll kinda help you get a hint about my personality, but i like to think that you wouldn't be able to know much unless you actually met me =D

How are you in relationships?
Calm and Cool
OK, stop kidding yourself. You need to stop going after the drunk idiot with the nice body. You're the kind of person who likes to flirt a little and have some fun, but overall you're pretty laid back. So take it easy with a good one like yourself for a change, you deserve the benefits you'll get from it.

How caring are you?
Loving Person
You're a normal loving person, who shows some that they care, but not everyone. You probably accept people who love you, and love them back. You'll have no trouble finding any sort of love.

Are you a flirt?
Too Timid
You're too shy. There is a reason why you're not considered a flirt. You probably don't flirt at all. You gotta get yourself out into the world and get noticed.

How do others view you?
Modest, but Trustworthy
Other people see you as practical. They see you as clever, or very talented, but modest. Not a person who makes friends too easily, but someone who is extremely loyal to the friends you do make and who expects the same loyalty in return.

Which sign of affection are you?
hug from behind
you're a hug from behind - you like to feel what the other
person is feeling and see things how they see
them. you tend to be serious and emotional.

What Sign of Affection Are You?

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What color do you see life in?
I see the world in Pink
Pink: You see the world in bright pink. The world is a
happy, happy place! You love all people and
things!! Life is great! You're just like a
happy child. Spread the cheer.

What color do you see the world in?
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You represent... naivete.
You represent... naivete. So innocent and trusting... you can be very shy at
times, but it's only because you're not sure
how to act. You give off that "I need to
be protected vibe." Remember that not all
people are good. Being too trusting will get
you easily hurt.

What feeling do you represent?

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You are Peace
You are Peace.
You are at peace with your self and the world
around you. You have balance in your life and
exude tranquility from every pore of your body.
People are constantly asking you "what is
your secret?"

What Emotion Are You?

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Brown Eyes

What Color Eyes Should You Have?
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Which Charlie's Angel am I?

Which Finding Nemo character am I?

music
You would kill Avril by... Making her listen to her own music over and over
and over and over and over and over and over
and over and over and over again until she
eventually goes insane and kills herself. (LOL this one makes me laugh)

Avril Lavigne - How will you torture and kill her?
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HASH(0x87256f8)
avoidant

Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?

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How evil are you?

Which Spongebob character are you?
Take the SBSP test!

so until next time....

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