You have no earthly idea how you have hurt me. How much you have hurt me. You had no idea how much I thought about you and how much you mean't to me, and you had the audacity to turn around and hurt me with the same magnitude. I hope you read this and feel something … just have some sort of reaction. Anything. Honestly, I'm holding back tears right now as I write this (in response to your livejournal entree on 8-28). I’m not the type of person who voices my angry opinions to people who I love and care about, but I think I’ve lessened my caring towards you somewhat. You have crunched up part of my heart and I think you enjoyed the fact that I admired you and loved you and wanted you and practically worshipped you. I’ll never feel the same because right about now, I feel nothing. Absolutely nothing. And I’ll tell you … that’s a horrible way to feel.