| The End Awake. snap. lie and think. even in dreams you don't get what you want always eluding you beyound the false curtain Why do you keep on going? tv. snap. stop and look. this seems good, full of illusions as unfaithful as your numerous dreams why do you keep on watching? asleep. snap. breathe and hope. the dream is yours, make a world your pallette is breaking breaking down why do you keep on living? Superficiality suffocating in all the deceit drowning in your covered lies your timid shadows get to you not the least bit wrapped up in the victimized there are too many faces to comprehend while contemplating your sole purpose you are hiding behind a wall of fear and doubting in your confidence keep reassuring yourself every day it will be okay once this is finally over shallow disloyalty is no more than evident you're painting portraits of your superficiality Photograph i posed for one more photograph just the other day the way i appeared, so gleeful, so happy it caused me to want to say 'For every time i cracked this smile A penny I would get I'd be a millionaire by now The most cheeful one you've met' so come on, take this picture I honestly don't give a damn because the 'happy' person before you is not really who i am To Crawl it's hard to be yourself when you don't know who you are all i want is some direction so i may possibly go far far from this deep feeling to a fairly wonderous place where people are always accepting and unjudging of my face I wish of you to touch me so i may feel truly safe within this strange odd and unfamiliar place like your prey i'm polluted polluted with a fear you are ever changing and I am standing still here i'm calling out for help while i quickly fall everyone ignores me and leaves me here to crawl Fairy Tale my dreams only depict the things my heart desires selected, subconciously picked dreams burning hot as fires i don't think it's a coincidence yet how can it shape any sense? you're a reoccurring character in my fairy tale Sick of You i'm sick of being the one ignored i'm sick of seeing only what i wish to see i'm sick of telling myself i'lll make it through i'm sick of keeping these memories i'm sick of what you have made me don't tellme it will be okay when you wont be there to make it better. Sorry I'm a Nobody I'm sorry i'm not special all i wished to do was to please someone truly amazing someone being you and now that i've sharply proven that i have nothing at all to show i'm just a useless person who you do not wish to know |