I try to go

You twist my thoughts

It works, you know

I look forward to nothing

And I dont enjoy us anymore

And everytime i try

To "settle the score"

You sweet talk your way

Back into my heart

You know it will work

And I will give you a fresh start

But every start of yours

Has its usual ending

You blow it all, then depending

On your smooothness to keep me here

You blow another chance

And im telling you i have to go

You want another start

And you put on your mascarading show

Your manipulations go to work

And you play this game with me

I always thought I was strong

But now, Im weak, that i finally see

I take you back, still lingering

On those words you said to make it right

But they are gone as quckly as they were spoken

And i continue to strugle as we fight

But you will see

One day

You`ll beg for that start

And ill turn away

Turn and walk away from you

From everything youve done

And ill open up my eyes again

Searching for, the right one