THE REAL LIFE OF A GANGSTER




You gots your gangsta clothes
And you gots de stylin walk
You speak ya gangsta slang
Everytime you talk

Yous a playa
Wit gangsta style
But I know in your heart you wish
You could just lay off for a while

You gettin all caught up
Wit tryin to please de homies in de hood
You ended up doin all the dirty work
When none of ya brothers would

You fearin for your life
Thats why you stayed
Pretending to be big and bad
Playin the game they played

You received your mark of initiation
And finally you were one of de boy
s
But dat was hardly comparable
To the fear of a guns banging noise

Now yous de killa
Wit your homies in de hood
You done shot your own buddy
Cuz he did summin he never shud

You screamin at night
And the sound dont go away
The sound of you shootin your homie
Because he wuddnt 'play'

You wanna leave ya brothers for good
But you gotta get that outta your head
Cuz if you try n walk out on de brothers
Theys just as soon shoot you dead

Gangsta style aint pretty
Fearin life 24/7
Knowin when you finally die
You aint goin to no heaven

Its too late to get out
Too late to break free
If youre wondering how I know
I know cuz that gangster is me