For a while I was doing good

But I let temptation get to me

Even though I promised myself I never would

I went back to getting high

Drinking, and sleeping around

Taking my self-esteem

And beating it right to the ground

Slowly I'm not caring

About a damn thing at all

More and more each day

There are fewer people to appall

I dont mean to

But I made everyone believe

That I cannot do better

And that I was born to decieve

I never meant to get this way

But I cannot find a way back

I'm getting used to being labeled a failure

And pentalized for all I lack