Lodged deep within my heart?

Missery has engulfed me

And its tearing me apart

Its the feeling of a broken heart

That pains me night and day

The feeling of a first true love

That has sadly faded away

But my love for you is not gone

The only place inside my heart that is not dead

Is the one that still feels for you

And cherishes the words you once said

I want you to go on happy

So for you I will pray

"God please make him happy"

"Dont let him hurt another day"

As for me I still ache

And to my heart I say

"I know he was an angel"

"But wont you come out and play?"

My heart says "no"

"I have to let this heal"

"I have to let him go"

"And again, learn to feel"

But I dont know if I ever will

There is just too much pain

Its hard to belive hes gone

To love is something I can never do again