I have to talk to you was your "warning"

We talked for just a few minutes more

Before you went to school, out the door

I had no idea this was the last day

That us two best friends, friends would stay

I saw you at school and said hello

In your eyes I saw that familiar glow

You came up to me that day

Told me what it was you had to say

I was shocked, didnt know what to do

You were my best friend, my true blue

You told me you were in love with the perfect gal

You described her to me, telling me she was more than a pal

I didnt say anything at first, because she sounded just like me

But thats what from your smile, at first I failed to see

"Im in love with you", you said as you looked into my eyes

I couldnt believe it, I was completely taken by surprise

Then I noticed things would no longer be like before

We would be best friends, buds, true blues no more

Because I could not say yes to you, like I felt I should

I re-live that day so painfully, what if I had understood

That you would never hurt me, you would never make me cry

You would always be there, oh god why did I let our chance slip by

I said NO, because I had a boyfriend back then

And I never knew my destiny lied within a friend

I should have realized that you were made for me

But I wash foolishly in "love" too blind to see

It tore you apart what I said that day

I never wanted things to turn out this way

You thought you had nothing to live for besides me

You said I killed you on the inside, you told me to let you be

I was terrified because I never saw this side of you in the days that had past by

You died on the outside to, you killed yourself, I keep asking why? why? why?

Its all my fault cant you all see what I did to my best friend

I ruined him, I pushed him over the edge, brought his life to a miserable end

I cant live with this pain anymore, my life is gonna end too

Why are you sad? HAHAHA, you dont know me, what do I matter to you

I re-live that moment every day, untill I go insane

The doctors come running, sticking needles in my arms to ease my pain

"This broken heart just cannot be fixed", they say with a tarnished frown

That one word I said, ruined two peoples lives, I will never live that one word down

Thats right, im in a hospital cuz I tried to die

But Im getting better now, I realize its not my time