All closets locked, want to hide in darkness

Fear of being discovered, nothings known

Feelings all jumbled, hearts fallen

Walk in lonely steps, journey so far

My soft weeps, keep the nights long

Suffering with hurt, everyday try to strive

Pick myself up, nothings stable

Shadows of longing, only to be happy

Days lengthen, thoughts whirl

No more caring, left with nothing

Push to carry on, unknown for how much longer