| I ask my self how to get throw this by my self. and i thank im to week to do this. but i still go on ever day trying to make a new life for myself but it so heard to do. right now if i was kissing another girl i would fell like i was cheating. i nead to get throw this stuf so we can begin to be best friends. and live with out one another I just dont want to let go of you i want you to have a big pace in my heart. the clock titics and ever waking moment i spend alone . makes my grow towres you i dont want this fealing to stop i just want my heart to be num and alwon forever if i cant have you nicky your still in my dreams ans in my arems ever night yhis is a good thang thow and i want the best for you. 4/26/08 ILOVEU FRIEND |
