Saturday I went out with Kevin again. He picked me up and we went to Zio's in Bricktown and then to Citywalk and listend to the piano bar. Those guys are funny. Then we checked out the other 6 clubs in that building. Just walked around, didn't go in any. Then we walked the canal all the way to the end and back again. We talked and kissed and talked and kissed. He's a good kisser. Not much for variety though.

Tuesday Alan emailed me in the morning inviting me to the Dishwalla concert at the Brewery. It was cool. We were going to get there early and get a good table, but they were playing when we got there. Had just started "Counting Blue Cars" They also did a good cover of "Tainted Love" by Soft Cell. That produced a long and loud standing ovation. The drummer was using a guitar case as a drum and it sounded wonderful. They were cute too. Never have seen them before since MTV doesn't really play videos anymore.

On our way there he gets a call, from the sounds of it, we'll be meeting someone there. He asks if I mind. No, why should I mind? We meet his best friend and his wife. After the concert we go downstairs and order a few appetizers and drinks. Me and Alan share another dessert. His friends were fun. Although I didn't now it until the ride home that Tim was his best friend in the whole wide world. I figured they were just buddies that liked Dishwalla.

It was like I was being auditioned. I guess he likes me if he introduced me to his best bud. They invited me to their pool and to go rollerblading with them. When he dropped me off he asked if he could see me again. The audition went well and I got a call back.

Kevin is in California. Flew out there with his son this morning. He'll be back Sunday. I don't think I can reconcile having a romantic relationship with him as well as a BDSM relationship. He's into spanking and I'm not. At first he'd tease me saying I needed to be swatted for my smartass mouth. Subteling letting him know I'm not into that wasn't working. Finally I had to point blank tell him that I felt threatened whenever he mentioned hitting me even if it was only in jest. He finally got the point then.

I told him this and he knows that I'm seeing other guys. He said he's willing to take it at whatever pace I set and he's thankful for whatever time I give him. Geeze, talk about a guilt trip.

I'm going to another art opening with Gary Aug 17th.

And this Saturday I'm meeting Akbar at the zoo. A Pakistani and has been living and working stateside for 22 yrs. I think he's 40 or 41. Widowed 4 yrs ago, divorced 2 yrs ago.

~*~

Yesterday I'm sitting in traffic at a light and the van ahead of me has a vanity plate that reads "HEHNG4U" "He's hung for you?, well, hot damn" I thought with visions of 8" to 12" running though my head. Then I realized it meant something else.

Today I was behind a car that had a bumper sticker that said, "Jesus is coming" Well, it's nice that someone will be tonight. And the bible says masterbation is a sin.

*snort* 

last time ~ next time

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25 July

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