I Miss You I sit here waiting... Days turning into weeks... Faces becoming endless blurs as time marches on without me... My thoughts turn into memories as my tears sting my face... I never thought that my heart would ache so for someone I did not know... Nor did I know that my nights would be filled with thoughts of you... In a way I greive, feeling as though I need you too much... The Phone rings, I dare not answer as I dont want the disappointment... There is a knock at the door... I dont want to answer as I know it wont be you... Yet when I go outside and feel the warmth of the sun on my face I feel your kisses... When I feel the breeze blow my skirt I feel your hands on my hips pulling me to you... The blessings of cool water on my skin in this heat are like the pleasures that I know our lovemaking would bring... I look out at the stars and I see the moon shining on your face... My dreams are my only way of reaching you, touching you, caressing you, and they are such joyful pleasure I dont want to wake up.... Yet I must... Gently I pull myself away from my anguish to share happiness with my son... Yet during the quiet night as he sleeps... I think of you... Many have told me to look further, or to give up, or to wander... Yet I can't bring myself to... All other have no meaning... Not like you... Maybe I am crazy or I've lost my mind, yet even now without you... I wouldn't give up unless you asked me to... Maybe I am insane, yet isnt falling in love a little like being insane? I gather up the pieces of my longing and tears and decide that I will find some peace today because my love for you is strong... Yet, I still miss you.