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090901 » why do i even bother?
listening to | jeff buckley \ safe
from harm
feeling | like shit
drinking | v, in an attempt to overcome this
hangover
men
suck arse!
i *think* i saw ty last night and i *think* he
told me he is seeing someone.
i say 'think' as i can't really remember much at
all from last night. i don't remember seeing him,
but i kinda remember talking about seeing him to
friends. i know i went to the brewery (i have a
stamp on my wrist that says i was there) and i
know i was at customs house for a while. the only
reason i know i was at customs is because i
vaguely remember being told by security that i
had 'had enough' and that it was 'time to go.' i
think this was after i may have spewed over the verandah
balcony. if i did spew, it is the first time i
have in months! and it would explain why i am not
feeling seedier than i am at the moment. i am
definitely not as seedy as you would expect a
person who drank 1.5 bottles of wine in 1.5 hours
to be. on the seediness scale i am only at about
a 3, whereas i should be at least a 6.
we went out for dinner at aloi thai for ang's
22nd birthday last night. for me it was also a
celebration of somehow getting through the most
hellish month i have ever had at uni. i had a
month's worth of drinking to catch up on!
so everyone consumed way too much wine with
dinner, and then we headed into town to the
brewery. i don't know how we got to the brewery.
the brewery is where i think i may have bumped
into ty.
i have no idea of what i said to him, but i
probably attempted to molest him, which is the
likely cause of him alerting me to the fact that
he is now seeing someone. so much for giving him
a little time. so much for him apparently being
interested. hopefully she will be his rebound
girl and he will fall into my arms when he breaks
up with her. hehe i'm so mean. i do doubt she
shares his unhealthy obsession with early 90's
grunge music like i do.
at least i was looking hot last night. hopefully
he is rueing his choice of girlfriend today. i
was wearing a tight knee length black skirt with slim leg
black pants underneath, with a black t-shirt that
had a brown/gold glittery stallion on it. oh and
my long black leather jacket (aka the gestapo
jacket aka the matrix jacket). my makeup was
looking *reow* too. black and gold smokey eyes
with caramel/gold lips. and i made sure he
knew what he was missing out on. i know i was
telling everyone about how i told him it was 'his
loss' and that 'he has no idea what he is missing
out on.'
it all explains the fact he sent me no emails
this week. at least he didn't email me with the
news and told me to my face - even if i was so
drunk i cannot remember the conversation. i
seriously emailed him this morning to ask him if
i saw him last night and if he told me he is
seeing someone. hehe
i asked my friend this morning if he saw me
talking to ty. he said he saw me talking to two
blonde guys, but not ty. i have no idea who the
blonde guys must have been, but apparently i knew
them. *weirdness*
so after a few beers at the brewery we must have
gone to customs house. i recall nothing of what
happened inside the brewery, or of customs
besides what i previously mentioned. though after
i was kicked out, i think jono and i sat outside
and had a bit of a heart to heart. i probably
just whinged about the ty situation to him. he
ended up putting his mobile number in my phone so
that i can ring him whenever i need to talk. jono
and i only ever seem to talk like that when we
are drunk. it's nice to know that even though i
rarely see him, he still cares.
after that i must have caught a taxi to sandy's
place. i asked sandy this morning what happened
to ang and jazz and she said they caught the taxi
to her place with me. haha. apparently ang and i
were having a talk in the loungeroom, when she
got up to get a glass of water. she came back
from the kitchen and i was asleep. lol.
and when i woke up i discovered the split in the
back of my skirt was now up to my arse! i knew
there was a reason i wore pants as well...
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