Hello. Before I say anything else, I'd just like to say I'm sorry. Not because it's what I do best, but because products of my imagination such as this website shouldn't be publicized. Regardless, I suppose you should know something about me. I want to be great. I want to experience love. Revenge. G_d. Beauty. Achievement. I want to overcome obstacles and discover new worlds. I know there's more to life than this bubble I'm currently encapsulated in, and I just might pee my pants if I don't get to see the rest soon.
And yet, all this desire for enlightenment is juxtaposed with an incredible lack of willpower. Funny isn't it? I sit around thinking myself into oblivion, but no particular wisdom or profound conclusions have been arrived upon. Uninhibited contemplation often leads to depression. Such thought sometimes makes life almost unbearable, until you realize how ridiculous you're being, and let yourself out into the world once again - eat some ice cream, smoke some herb, skinny-dip, fall in love.
So I think life is just a constant repetition of this cycle. Reclusion. Ponderance. Despondency. Exhaustion. Release. Rinse. Repeat. Somewhere in there you convene with others following the same path...communion. I think other people make life worth living. Honestly. Knowing that someone else is struggling as much as you are is a huge comfort. If not, knowing some that are even MORE fucked up than you isn't a bad feeling either. It's amazing, really.
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