From: Suzy (squeegy1@aol.com)
Subject: For anyone lacking artistic ability
Newsgroups: alt.suicide.holiday
Date: 2003-02-18 07:34:46 PST

There are several posts here about people who are creative and what they use
as their creative outlets. But that just doesn't work for me. I seem to be
lacking some chemicals in the creative gland.

Actually, I can be rather creative if I feel like it, the problem is, I
never feel like it. One of my best friends is an art major, and she does
brilliant art, she asked me to paint with her one night, so I did, what I
ended up with wasn't all that bad(
http://makemepretty.diaryland.com/images/desireepaintingwithflash.jpg ), but
it just wasn't something that I enjoyed doing. I am an analytical person.
I like math. Hell, I was majoring in mathematics and meteorology. Science
and math is what does it for me. Give me an equation to pick at and I will
be happy for hours.

I am curious as to whether anyone else here is like this. If so, what do
you use as your outlet? I am not advanced enough in mathemetics to properly
prove things yet (I just dropped out of school again, this time, I was
staring a discrete math class which was amazing).

Thank you so much for sharing,
!
Suzy