From: Suzy (
Subject: Re: body rebellion
Date: 2003-02-07 07:37:29 PST (dkhaos) wrote in message news:...
> I mean - you ARE definately going to die one day. But through
> sub-conciousness you can force your body to die faster. You don't have
> to use a gun to commit suicide, you see.
> > About being hypochondratic: do you get attention if you're ill? Or is
> it just for yourself you inscene being ill?

If there is anything I am not, it is an attention seeker. I try to
stay away from most people most of the time. I just always feel like
I am sick. I have been sick for the past month, four weeks straight.
It's one thing after another. Fever and chills to enormous blisters
on my lips (not just ordinary cold sores). Congestion and nausia to
feeling faint. I like to tell people that I'm dying. But the people
I tell that to are used to it, so it doesn't matter.

I do believe that my immune system is weaker than most, though I have
had almost absolutely no chance of contracting HIV (though it is
possible). So whether I am just making myself sicker by thinking I am
sick, or if I am actually indeed ill, I am not too sure.

I hate doctors though. But I am going to see one soon.