From: Suzy (squeegy1@aol.com)
Subject: Re: everybody leaves
Newsgroups: alt.suicide.holiday
Date: 2003-03-04 14:08:43 PST
"Kathleen"
Kathleen, you are absolutely right. Why the hell even bother to be around
I would be gone by now, but I do not want to do it on my sisters birthday
Also, whatever happened to your charcoal grill plans?
!
news:040320031341373066%mskathleena@yahoo.com...
> know what I get
> from all this? Fuck it. Just go. Ya know?
>
> I keep making my plans then something else comes along to dissuade me
> for a bit. Usually what dissuades me is the promise that I can get
> heroin/opiates from some source, which usually falls apart after I've
> gotten my hopes up.
> Kathleen
anymore? Things are shit and they are not going to look up. We are so
close, why not take that last step?
(today), and I am going on a trip with my boyfriend later this week, on this
trip I will be visiting my parents, hopefully for one last time. After this
little holiday, I should have nothing to look forward to and then maybe I
will do it.
Suzy