From: SQUEEGY1 (
Subject: Re: Why Do You Want To Die? : A Survey
Date: 2003-01-12 14:15:58 PST

1. Im bored. I am bored with life. I cannot possibly think of anything I
want to do that is worth doing. I just want to sleep all day.

2. I am not living for myself. Sure, I am just in college, but this is not
what I want to do. Every day, I wake up with "Jesus, I don't want to get up."
I am afraid of failing, not for myself, but for my parents. Thus, I am not
becoming eductated for my own purposes, it is for my family and those I look up

3. Im just so fucking tired and sad all the time. I cry for no reason, and I
can't help but feel that I'm bothering others which my whining. I'm sorry to
everyone. It would just be best if I would go away.

4. (I know you asked for three...) I don't enjoy anything. Eating food is
good, but seriously, that's about it. I don't like sex. At all. It's not
displeasing, it's just nothing. I don't care to do it and I feel bad for
anyone I may be with.