Savior

I struggle in an insane world
You are my savior
I fight weakly
Against the bonds
Bind me
You know not
Of my internal struggle
But I struggle
You bring me peace
In such peace
Comes happiness
Briefly
Despite my effort
It fades
Cold and dark
You’re gone
So manic am I
My own limp body
Dances before my eyes
Once again
I cry
Hot and painful
Tears they sear
My shame knows no bounds
As my mind falls deeper
But still I cry
Darkness surrounds me
Ghastly pallor
Sunken dreams
I hurt
A knife wound of the heart
I yearn for happiness
I know not what
That has come to be
But I yearn
Again I collect myself
I stand
Tall against the chains
That bind me
For I love
In my heart of hearts
I know the truth
And I love
My savior
My one true happiness
And yet
Still I know not
What happiness can be

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